not tall, not fat

I keep saying that I don't care, that I won't try anymore. But when it comes down to it, I can't help but do the things I do. I'm not fat. I'm not thin. I want to be.

Dieting is bad for your health. Hence we should all not eat instead :)

uber long meme that i've done a minor portion of before but this is cooler :)

formatting is screwed coz it's supposed to be an LJ thing... and i'm too lazy to change it :P wdvv it was done out of boredom ;P

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

× I miss somebody right now.	✓ I don't watch much TV these days.	× I own lots of books. (I wish i did but borrowing books from the library works well enough and i don't have enough space at home...)
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. (haha i can't believe i'm so bored i'm doing this again! but this seems longer. wear both.)	✓ I love to play video games.	× I've tried marijuana.
× I've watched porn movies. (-.- how about it popped up on my comp accidentally before i learnt how to get popup blockers. but i closed it immediately!)	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (no relationship pls. phew.)	× I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (depends)
✓ I curse sometimes. (No F-word though. Can't stand hearing it)	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (actually, that's a good idea.)

× I have broken someone's bones. (sounds like fun :))	✓ I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. (probably but i can't remember it...haha tend to forget such stuff)	× I hate the rain. (only when I'm out. I love the rain when i'm staying home :))
✓ I'm paranoid at times.	× I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.	✓ I need/want money right now.
✓ I love sushi. (haha i love all nice food so does this count Xp)	✓ I talk really, really fast. (when im nervous. like during presentations ><>	× I have fresh breath in the morning.
× I have long hair. (growing...unless i get annoyed and chop it off again)	× I have lost money in Las Vegas. (want to go there and win some though ;P)	× I have at least one sibling.
✓ I was born in a country outside of the U.S.	× I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.	✓ I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
× I like the way that I look. (haha i wish!)	× I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.	× I am usually pessimistic.
× I have a lot of mood swings. (glad i don't xD)	× I think prostitution should be legalized.	× I slept with a roommate.
× I have a hidden talent. (hmm... if it's hidden, how do i know it's there?)	× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (i wish! :))	× I have a lot of friends. (I don't... but i want to. :()
× I have pecked someone of the same sex. (does kissing my mom on the cheek count? hahaa)	✓ I enjoy talking on the phone.	× I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
✓ I love to shop and/or window shop.	× I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. (don't have either. hah! :P wouldn't be obsessed even if i did!)	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (naw, my mom's cool :))
✓ I have a mobile phone.	× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.	× I've rejected someone before.
✓ I currently like/love someone. (my family :D)	✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (No concrete plan. Let's just live one day at a time.)	✓ I want to have children in the future. (i guess.)
× I have changed a diaper before. (glad i haven't... ><>	× I've called the cops on a friend before.	✓ I'm not allergic to anything. (YEAH!!!)
✓ I have a lot to learn.	✓ I am shy around the opposite sex. (Strangers yah. not people i know though :))	× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. (electricity bill too high ^^" and comp too unstable)
× I have at least 5 away messages saved. (:O)	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before. (alcohol only pls. -.-)	× I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
× I own the "South Park" movie. (but i will watch it one day!)	× I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.	✓ I enjoy some country music.
× I would die for my best friends.	✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (have none. am androgynous :D)
✓ I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.	× I have dated a close friend's ex.	× I am happy at this moment. (i don't know what i feel at this moment.)
× I'm obsessed with guys.	× Democrat.	× Republican.
✓ I don't even know what I am. (human?)	× I am punk rockish.	× I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (actually i wouldn't know since i don't go for anyone.)
✓ I study for tests most of the time. (guai pls ^^")	× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.	✓ I can work on a car.
✓ I love my job(s). (hahahaa being a student and student pilot is fun!!)	✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now. (adaptable is me. but doesn't everyone wish they were a better person!)	× I have more than just my ears pierced.
× I walk barefoot wherever I can.	× I have jumped off a bridge.	× I love sea turtles.
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. (what a waste of $$ that could be spent on food, books and going out! i'm sure even buy it.)	✓ I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.	✓ I am proficient on a musical instrument.
× I hate office jobs. (not hate, but definitely not like)	× I went to college out of state. (deciding whether to go or not.)	× I am adopted.
× I am a pyro. (fascinated by flames, fireworks and moving lights :) but safely! hahaa)	× I have thrown up from crying too much. (i only throw up when i'm sick. throwing up is such a gross thing and an utter waste of food.)	× I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
× I fall for the worst people. (never fallen before... so NA! and am glad. too soon even though these sort of stuff apparently cannot be helped. APPARENTLY :P)	✓ I adore bright colours. (all colours.)	× I usually like covers better than originals. (depends.)
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.	✓ I can pick up things with my toes.	× I can't whistle. (i can! muhahahaa)
✓ I have ridden/owned a horse. (woot :) horse riding is fun! except i was scared in the beginning coz the horse was super fidgety.)	× I still have every journal I've ever written in.	✓ I talk in my sleep. (sometimes. apparently. *raises both eyebrows coz i can't raise one*)
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. (what's the right century?)	✓ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.	× I wear a toe ring. (want one, have none.)
× I have a tattoo. (maybe next time ;P)	× I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.	× I am a caffeine junkie. (i think coffee is gross.)
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.	✓ If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. (ehheh...for the experience? ><)	× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner. (Wine is best enjoyed when relaxing and not when eating)	✓ I'm an artist. (art is subjective :))	✓ I am ambidextrous. (minimally lol.)
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony. (no wayy... i can't stand to see my fats and flab.)	× I have terrible teeth. (hahahaa if i ticked this, i'd get killed since $4000++++ was spent on braces.)
× I hate my toes. (i don't hate them. but i wish they would be nicer :P)	✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.	× I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
× I have lived in either three different states or countries.	✓ I am extremely flexible. (not physically. lol.)	✓ I love hugs more than kisses. (Since I don't know what kisses are like, hugs pwn! :) All we need is some icecream and a hug )
✓ I want to own my own business.	× I smoke. (YUCK.)	× I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else. (Does school count? hahahaa...need to break free of this addiction!)
✓ Nobody has ever said I'm normal. (If they did, i can't remember! :))	✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. (paiseh ><)	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons. (i wish.)
✓ I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.	✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. (but sometimes i just can't be bothered.)	× I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
× I have played strip poker with someone else before. (LOL no ._.)	× I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.	× I believe in ghosts and the paranormal. (I don't. I really don't! I try not to... :X)
× I can't stand being alone. (solitude is good for the soul sometimes.)	× I have at least one obsession at any given time.	✓ I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. (once ><>
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.	✓ I'm a judgmental asshole. (what can i say, i'm from 6s.)	× I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
✓ I have travelled on more than one continent.	× I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.	× I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. (I trust myself more than I trust others. Hence, what I believe matters more than what others tell me. Good or bad? Who knows... :X)
✓ I am a Libertarian.	✓ I can speak more than one language.	✓ I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be. (if and only if i'm super tired)
× I would rather read than watch TV. (i would rather multitask. lol.)	× I like reading fact more than fiction.	✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do. (more than a month actually...thinks of PTs and PW)
× I have no piercings.	× I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.	× There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. (i like being alive :) but ponder the meaning of existence sometimes.)	× I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.	✓ The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. (shiver with ANTICIPATION. hahahahaaa unless it's running. -.-)	× I have hit someone with a dead fish. (SOUNDS FUN! hahaa too bad i've nv done it)
× I am compulsively honest.	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex. (i am not a boy. haha but that sounds quite similar to my wishing i were a boy, then finding out being a girl is nice.)	× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.	× I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.	× I dislike milk. (:O no wayy)	× I obsessively wash my hands.
× I always carry something significant around with me.	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.	✓ I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others. (I'm trying..)
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document. (hehh.)	✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird. (but i can't really remember what :P)
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.	× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won. (oO i want to try.)
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.	✓ I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.	× I don't like to chew gum.
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.	× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car. (i always remember XD)	× I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years. (so not an emokid and proud of it! :))
✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other. (but i guess we all have to be selfish sometimes.)	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.	✓ I love to sing. (but am not good at it.)
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.	× I have a custom-built computer. (oO i want.)	× I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it. (-______- wth weirdo...)
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.	× I've gone skinny-dipping. (nope. too fat :))	✓ I've performed in three plays. (i think.)
× I enjoy burritos. (never tried them before!)	× I'm Irish and loving it.	× I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin!	× Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'. (DO BOTH! equally)	✓ Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
✓ I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes. (who doesn't?)	× I sleep more than 12 hours a day. (i wish)	✓ I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
× I need more time to myself.	✓ I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey. (grey's not my colour)
× I download songs from the internet. (i do? lol ><)	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend. (what on earth is in chapter 58?)	× I say random things to freak people out. (hahaa i can't think of stuff to say...)
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note. (not really. haha at least there's a part2 and this is a really good moneymaking scheme)	× I love playing Truth or Dare. (It's such an overdone, boring, antiquated game...)	✓ I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it. (i love listening to most music :))
× Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	✓ Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems. (DEFINITELY)	✓ I think this survey is particularly long.
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones. (don't use it.)	× I can only hate someone that I love. (i try not to hate.)	× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.

fascinated by fire, fireworks and moving lights

feeling chao sian now... of pw, life, etc. maybe i should just go and sleep.

there was something i wanted to write but i can't remember.

this is one of those random sian moods that attack when you least expect it and the only thing to do is to ride it out.

we always hope that tomorrow will be a better day. we always think we know who we are. we always try to believe the best of other people. but sometimes we don't want to think at all.

Trying to play the guitar but failing miserably. I need to regain my piano pieces as well.

Maybe i should seriously take a nap because sleeping at 2 and waking up at 7 to mug for 9 hours straight (give or take) is no joke.

16 is the best age to be.

the start of something new

It's weird how names suddenly gain meaning when you manage to associate them with people - faces, personalities, and voices. From just black words that appear on the screen to something else entirely. Spent the entire day at the club today from 8-5 (no, i'm not working per se) mugging RT Theory and managed to complete the requirements to apply for the paper on the 10th! But that's just the beginning...in house tests and online quizzes are very different from the banks i should think - my goal to conquer next week! :) Wondering which day to go down to the club on since saturday will be occupied. shrugs :P the groundschool instructor is funny la... haha and he's going to call my by name instead of the abbrieviated names they give us because it's easier to remember! lol.

It's just the beginning but i'm already tired of trying. Sometimes it's easier to just let go and strive to be better elsewhere.

haha wonder where training will fit in with all this since i've already more or less planned the studying part of my hols, and there isn't any training plan! so... sometimes ignorance is bliss :)

The other PPL guys are funny :) and nice. haha except sometimes they forget there's a girl around and say errhemm guy-ish stuff but they will check themselves quite immediately. Good or bad? hahaha. either way it's amusing. Apparently they are trying not to swear so much...not really working Xp

reflections on the year

It's nearing the end of the year, just 2 more days of official school left! (let's just ignore pw) haha I'd like to say that it's been an experience being in my class, full of people with really different characters from what i've been used to so far. This year's been quite tumultous for me. Coming from a single sex school, with little to no contact with the male species except my dad, for 10 years i might add, it was like being thrown into the deep end at first. Even though there was a slight introductory exposure to coed living, thanks lots to taiwan immersion, except we hung more with the ac ge people so ri people still seemed alien at first. hehe.

But i've realised that we are all human and more or less the same (and not alien beings) :P so it's cool. And i guess most people experienced the same problems too. I must confess that i didn't dare talk or joke around with guys because they all seemed so strange and different in the beginning... haha when i'm uncomfortable, i tend to isolate myself, and ignore the causes of the problem, especially with regards to social situations. Running away from problems is bad, but sometimes it's the only thing you can think to do at a certain point in time. I really miss having a best friend or two to hang out with all the time in class, those people you know will be there for you when you need it or people to have fun with or just go out. I've been part of a trio for 3 out of the 4 years of my RG life and truthfully, i miss that the most being in this class. As i've often been enlightened to, i'm not the only one facing that problem in class :) but that doesn't change the way i feel! It's common knowledge that we can't go looking for best friends but people just need to try... sometimes we fail, but it's better than sitting around...hopefully, otherwise you can take a break and just wait around when you get tired.

i want to be more extroverted! this was meant to be a post on my class blog until i got all reflection-ish and off the point. Hence i haven't really reflected on the year. except wrt people-people dynamics of a sort. in a nutshell, girl-girl or guy-guy friendships are much simpler than guy-girl friendships due to environmental concerns. we all need to go white.

uhoh. writer's block haha i can't think of what more to write. shall continue later if and when i'm out of things to do!

utterly...

training was fun today! i guess i'm a centre spiker now :) which is cool yet difficult coz you have to spike, blog and set iff the setter can't get to the ball (because you are blocking her -.-). exhausted. my right forearm felt like it was going to cramp up and drop off...thanks lots to blocking and spiking and 150 pushups on monday after a super long time of no exercise! on a sidenote, many injuries on the girls' team today - 2 sprained ankles due to silly reasons ^^" psychomotor dances and stepping on balls lying on the floor are not good ways to spend training days.

Movies i wanna watch:
World Trade Center
Death Note
Scoop
The Black Dahlia

everyone has emo moments and i guess this is one of mine. doesn't it annoy you when someone you thought was your good friend starts to drift away? it's happened quite a few times that i should be rather immune to it by now. yet, i can't seem to find it in me to not care... even the coldest ice melts. got promos results back. i should just sit down and think about it, figure it out, reason and rationalise. then i'll get back on track and not waste extra time on such complicated stuff but mug for chem mock spa skill a instead. on the other hand, i shouldn't think about it at all. just chuck it into a corner. but it will resurface. so i should think about it... aafwehauhgashdf... -.- what on earth am i doing. this is random. i should just ponder this now and get it over with.

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars on loop

And once again...

JC life is bad for my health, so I have concluded. I think this is the record number of times I've been in such a utterly tired of school and life in general mood in one year. which is definitely not good... I miss secondary school life where everything was so simple without so much effort needed to get promoted, maintain friendships, perform for CCAs and get through life in general. I'm thinking i should just give up and become a hermit...but that's so unrealistic. I know i can't live on studies alone, I would just be existing. I miss 413, never knew how spoilt and pampered I was in that class where everyone worked hard, did their equal share and cared for each other... not that 6S doesn't, i guess it's just very different class dynamics and relationships... or i used to be able to ignore such stuff coz it wasn't that prominent.

When did everything become so complicated? Or am i just growing up?
I don't want to grow up. I want the simple life. But we can't always get what we want.

U-G-L-Y, you ain't got no alibi!

Your Type is
INTJ

Introverted	Intuitive	Thinking	Judging
Strength of the preferences %
22	62	25	67

INTJ type description by D.Keirsey
INTJ type description by J. Butt and M.M. Heiss


Qualitative analysis of your type formula
You are:

• slightly expressed introvert
  
• distinctively expressed intuitive personality
  
• moderately expressed thinking personality
  
• distinctively expressed judging personality

re-did the test because i seriously doubt i'm an extrovert and walaa! my return to INTJ, which i actually think describes me better.

Watched John Tucker Must Die with peng^2 today :) it was a good chickflick! Except i was really annoyed with the guy sitting behind me who put his shoes on the back of my chair and refused to keep still. he has Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder i swear. -.- So it was surprising that the movie was good enough to keep me from turning around and spoiling the moment. The songs were good too! But i don't think the soundtrack (which is being torrented as i type) has all of those mentioned in the credits - yes, looking at the credits for songs is the smartest thing to do. There were quite alot of puns in the movie that made me glad i didn't watch it with my mom, simply because, it's not a family kind of show :p

Realised that open house had fallen on a Friday the 13th! kind of weird that i missed out on that fact. ohh and enjoyed a hilarious moment yesterday when i was asking for permission to go and watch the movie, my mom thought the title was "John Tucker Must Die with peng peng", which led to confusion on both our parts because i had no idea what was so disturbing about the movie name while she was wondering what kind of weird movie that was! Apparently, phrasing the question in this "Can i go watch John Tucker Must Die with pengpeng?" manner was a mistake. lol.

I had no idea neoprints cost so much! No wonder everyone tries to squeeze as many people as possible into one shot so that no one has to pay an exorbitant sum of money for some stickers... no idea what's so fun about it but apparently i will get to know the next time we have outing with more than 2 people and are near a shop. :P don't really mind la. I wonder how much money the shops make?

But today i've wasted away for today is on my mind

Open house yesterday was quite fun i guess. Took me awhile to warm up to the idea of being a befriender but after that leading people on tours and interacting with them came naturally, to my surprise... I think it's the company i'm in that always brings out the different sides in me, which has pros and cons since that means my personal development relies on my environment, which is normal yet rather disturbing. Guess that's mostly coz i like to be in the pilot's seat. Enjoyed the day spent in the company of one of my best friends in RJ and getting to know the people around her

Isn't it weird?
the way you suddenly realise you aren't alone at random points in time after long silences,
the way you suddenly rekindle that glowing amber that has been buried inside?

Was kind of disappointed that i wasn't allowed to go for class dinner mais c'est pas si mal. I think i needed the break since had been getting steadily sicker after wednesday's training, fluctuating between feeling feverish and feeling fine, with a consistent sore throat. Found traces of blood in my phlegm but it's gone now, must have been the sore throat = raw throat lining = easily removed = minimal blood. cg was horrified but a little bleeding never hurt anyone =P

On the other hand, hate being sick...totally disrupts my energy levels - suddenly i'll be fine, and suddenly feel like dying. During open house yesterday i had a slight fever and felt like hiding in a corner to sleep but there were no nice corners so went to visit piano ensemble booth to get free food and company, and ended up flitting between the amphi and LT2 to watch performances, which were good but was bad for me coz i moved too fast once and my entire right leg was incapacitated so moved damn slowly and had to sit down and rest in the LT - i think i slightly pulled/cramped the thigh muscle and muscles have been aching since training... sickness does NOT agree with my recovery time -.- Yet later i felt perfectly fine moving around and touring people .__. bodily systems have most likely gone haywire.

Wanted to go to VJ open house after piano and Innova JC open house (since it's so near) but can't coz of the haze and being sick and the sun and -__- sums it all up.

Randomness: have no idea why but suddenly felt like redo-ing Jung-Myers-Briggs Personality Test just now. Shockingly, my personality type seems to have changed! oO

Your Type is
ENTJ

Extroverted	Intuitive	Thinking	Judging
Strength of the preferences %
1	62	38	44

ENTJ type description by D.Keirsey
ENTJ type description by J. Butt


Qualitative analysis of your type formula
You are:

• slightly expressed extrovert
  
• distinctively expressed intuitive personality
  
• moderately expressed thinking personality
  
• moderately expressed judging personality

Where previously i was an INTJ but since i'm just a slightly expressed extrovert, it's not that different i guess since we express different sides of ourselves in different times, moods and situations...

life's like that

sometimes you just need some space

GITS: more quotes

Nel vino la verità -- The truth is in the wine

Like wine, some relationships take time to mature.

It's the ones you know you'll miss the most who leave you the soonest.

GITS: The Laughing Man

zomg it's getting interesting! but i have to go off >< rah too much comp is bad for your eyes... hence quotes!

I thought what I'd do was I'd pretend I was one of those deaf-mutes

You know what I'd like to be?
I mean if I had a goddam choice,
I'd just be the catcher in the rye and all.

Ghost In The Shell: Standalone Complex

This has been quite an exposure for me in terms of anime genre, since it's not really the kind of anime i'd watch... haha but it's not bad. It's the first show that ever made me feel like puking >< hahaha even CSI didn't affect me that badly and i thought i was inhuman (out of this world pls Xp) or indifferent or something... haha i guess it's good to know that i am not as emotionless as i thought i would be...

I guess it's just different concepts that get to people. In this case -- or as much as i know from watching to episode 10 now... there are 26 eps in season 1, it was the psychological warfare concept that seriously got under my skin. so much for mooncake session later... To describe it in brief, it's a guerrilla warfare tactic to make the locals lose their will to fight. Firstly, the military moves in and makes friends with the locals. Next, they slaughter and torture the women and children to death in the most gruesome ways possible. I guess it's the thought of being able to turn on your friends or people you know personally, and kill them in such an inhumane and gory way that made the bile rise up in my throat and cause a total loss of appetite... something that's super hard to achieve, for me anyway. I know i shouldn't let this get to me because, it's ficticious , it's anime, it's unreal...

Probably have too much imagination for my own good :x but then again, i'm only human.



You thought i was gonna shoot him? I'll admit, the thought of expunging that stain on my honour out of some antiquated sense of justice did cross my mind. If the past is unchangeable, I'm gonna take it with me to the grave. I didn't because this isn't his jungle, this is our town. And because I'm a cop. -- Batou, episode 10

yayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayyyyyy

END OF PROMOS + NO MORE BRACES!!

now that's something to cheer about XD

time to start on list of things-to-do-after-exams, i can't wait to cancel stuff out :) and feel accomplished. avow not to let my hols go to waste this year! whee~

let's take things one step at a time :) and only think about stuff *coughresultscough* when they smack you in the face Xp that's probably the best philosophy ever for a carefree life! WHOOO~

hahahaaa went siao immediately after end of physics paper during bball XD Fun! haven't done that in a longgg while... haven't been lame in a long while... :S i miss my fellow cripples but now there's time to catch up! yayyyy

retainers are troublesome though. and i still think i look weird... well i always think i look weird and pengpeng says i look 'stupid as usual' all the time Xp so no biggie~ hahahahaaaa wheeee~ oh boo :( liverpool lost AGAIN. haiz.

this is an utterly random post. i bet if i read this one year later i'll be totally stumped BUT end of exams calls for spontaneity! X)