utterly...

training was fun today! i guess i'm a centre spiker now :) which is cool yet difficult coz you have to spike, blog and set iff the setter can't get to the ball (because you are blocking her -.-). exhausted. my right forearm felt like it was going to cramp up and drop off...thanks lots to blocking and spiking and 150 pushups on monday after a super long time of no exercise! on a sidenote, many injuries on the girls' team today - 2 sprained ankles due to silly reasons ^^" psychomotor dances and stepping on balls lying on the floor are not good ways to spend training days.

Movies i wanna watch:
World Trade Center
Death Note
Scoop
The Black Dahlia

everyone has emo moments and i guess this is one of mine. doesn't it annoy you when someone you thought was your good friend starts to drift away? it's happened quite a few times that i should be rather immune to it by now. yet, i can't seem to find it in me to not care... even the coldest ice melts. got promos results back. i should just sit down and think about it, figure it out, reason and rationalise. then i'll get back on track and not waste extra time on such complicated stuff but mug for chem mock spa skill a instead. on the other hand, i shouldn't think about it at all. just chuck it into a corner. but it will resurface. so i should think about it... aafwehauhgashdf... -.- what on earth am i doing. this is random. i should just ponder this now and get it over with.

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars on loop