But today i've wasted away for today is on my mind

Open house yesterday was quite fun i guess. Took me awhile to warm up to the idea of being a befriender but after that leading people on tours and interacting with them came naturally, to my surprise... I think it's the company i'm in that always brings out the different sides in me, which has pros and cons since that means my personal development relies on my environment, which is normal yet rather disturbing. Guess that's mostly coz i like to be in the pilot's seat. Enjoyed the day spent in the company of one of my best friends in RJ and getting to know the people around her

Isn't it weird?
the way you suddenly realise you aren't alone at random points in time after long silences,
the way you suddenly rekindle that glowing amber that has been buried inside?

Was kind of disappointed that i wasn't allowed to go for class dinner mais c'est pas si mal. I think i needed the break since had been getting steadily sicker after wednesday's training, fluctuating between feeling feverish and feeling fine, with a consistent sore throat. Found traces of blood in my phlegm but it's gone now, must have been the sore throat = raw throat lining = easily removed = minimal blood. cg was horrified but a little bleeding never hurt anyone =P

On the other hand, hate being sick...totally disrupts my energy levels - suddenly i'll be fine, and suddenly feel like dying. During open house yesterday i had a slight fever and felt like hiding in a corner to sleep but there were no nice corners so went to visit piano ensemble booth to get free food and company, and ended up flitting between the amphi and LT2 to watch performances, which were good but was bad for me coz i moved too fast once and my entire right leg was incapacitated so moved damn slowly and had to sit down and rest in the LT - i think i slightly pulled/cramped the thigh muscle and muscles have been aching since training... sickness does NOT agree with my recovery time -.- Yet later i felt perfectly fine moving around and touring people .__. bodily systems have most likely gone haywire.

Wanted to go to VJ open house after piano and Innova JC open house (since it's so near) but can't coz of the haze and being sick and the sun and -__- sums it all up.

Randomness: have no idea why but suddenly felt like redo-ing Jung-Myers-Briggs Personality Test just now. Shockingly, my personality type seems to have changed! oO

Your Type is
ENTJ

Extroverted	Intuitive	Thinking	Judging
Strength of the preferences %
1	62	38	44

ENTJ type description by D.Keirsey
ENTJ type description by J. Butt


Qualitative analysis of your type formula
You are:

• slightly expressed extrovert
  
• distinctively expressed intuitive personality
  
• moderately expressed thinking personality
  
• moderately expressed judging personality

Where previously i was an INTJ but since i'm just a slightly expressed extrovert, it's not that different i guess since we express different sides of ourselves in different times, moods and situations...

life's like that

sometimes you just need some space