the thrill of skidding in control*

Saturday, August 26, 2006

keep your goals in sight

what happening days - yetd + today! :)

I shall break the recent chain of non-narrative blogposts, and give into temptation to describe part of my life, for posterity/reminiscing material next time. :P

Bballed with class again. Under the super scorching sun! siaoooo la! but fun... except that i feel like i'm going to fall sick due to overexposure to scary sun and uv light... did halogenation occur? But it was cool :P at least i managed to spend time doing something instead of slacking around waiting for h3 chem to end so that we could go over to wj's house together! Bathed in school for the first time everrrr~ my opinion is that the shower cubicles are too small, no space to dump stuff... :\ anyways Johnson's^2 Top-to-Toe, Wild Orange Wash smells super good XD yumx but i still prefer bathing at home... rahh. I missed you dear computer! :)

Sleepover with 413 really turned into a sleepover (and eatover)... that was mostly because i found out i had flight today... and with priorities skewed towards flying, i managed to get the same amount of sleep i usually get on weekdays, minus some interruptions, i.e. the Ms Tans who came in the middle of the night, to whom i only spoke 1-2 sentences, partook of a little slightly alcoholic fruit cream (which helped me fall asleep despite the noise and small amt of alcohol ingested - it usually doesnt work), koped some swiss rolls and cream puffs they brought, and promptly decided i better go sleep! Other interruptions included the doors opening and closing, lights turning on and off as people entered and exited the room (which contained the most easily accessible toilet) and random loud bursts of laughter that managed to penetrate through the walls. Oh, and had to endure some people gloating that they weren't the darkest in class anymore... (apparently she got called a bangladeshi worker by a jc classmate... so what does that make me?!) :
On a lighter note, i managed to see and speak (minimally) with people i haven't interacted with for such a long time! and the food there was yummilicioussss 0=) lime juice rocked, so did everything else la... but was too lazy to bbq marshmellows so went without. I guess sleeping as much as i did, was rather antisocial, but we have to keep our goals in sight! anyway, was bored halfway...coz they started watching hana yuri dango -.- and i didn't want to watch... and ended up stoning and mental flying abit. sleeping was the next stage.

Funny how when you look back on things, they didnt seem as bad as they did as compared to when you were living them... does that mean i don't live to the fullest at that point in time? and spend my time looking back instead... how screwed up... :X

Sleeping as much as i did, i would have expected to be refreshed. Unfortunately, things never turn out the way you expect them to and i was totally dead when i left wj's house at 9+ to get to the club... Fortunately, red bull and kitkat saved my day! such a potent combination, i think i shall 'indulge' everytime i have flight in order to focus!

AT LAST, after 21 days of non-flying, they suddenly decided to give me a sudden rush of flights - 3 in a week! Of which, the first 2 i totally died for, having forgotten the feel of flight after such a longgg break :x to my utter horror and disgust, i got 4s...but i felt like i deserved them. sortie 11 was such a mess... if he hadn't given me a 4 i think i would have felt like utter dirt and a cheater... sortie 12 had slight improvements but similarly, i didn't feel like it merited a 5, unless it was a super low 5... This makes a total of three 4s out of 13 sorties! feel like such a n00b but at least, there were improvements. and i regained my 5 status at last, sortie 13, on OJ (a plane i used to detest but it's my own fault for thinking that neutral control column = wings level! attitude flying and look out pls) Red bull and kitkat + focus all the way!

ETD: 1120
ETA: 1250
Dual hours: 1.4
Total dual: 14.4
Sortie 13
9V-BOJ

.flew.
obstructed by clouds and haze
buffeted by turbulence
but felt sun on skin
held the pressure coming in
and loved the land that was seen
.aim.

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Another Music Shuffle Meme ^^

whee this is kinda fun :P except the pasting lyrics part -.-

Here’s how it works: set your mp3 player to shuffle, read the question aloud, and then write down the song title as response to the question.

How does the world see you?

F.I.R. - 千年之恋... i have no idea how to interprete this! :S maybe we should shuffle to only english songs! i guess this means that the world thinks that i will find my way in life, overcoming adversities (literal translation pls) -.- goshh...

Will I have a happy life?
Daniel Powter - Life on the Stoop! haha i guess that means no? :X
Shed off and peal
I'm in no shape or form
You're just a reject coming down for more
When two are received, you know I could be there
Soon you're laughing, soon you're laughing my way

Your daddy don't get you
He's been a big mess
Soon you're laughing, soon you're laughing my way
You always are in your darkness there are not I will be darkness
Soon you're laughing, soon you're laughing your way

When you're lost in the stoop
When you fall out of bounds
You could believe just down
And it's always your fault
You get lost in yourself
You could believe you list stand down
Now I can find you what you know this plans
Now I can find you once you insult the man
Yeah, I like destruction you're washing all down
Yeah, I like destruction talking me wrong

When two are received, you know I could be there
Soon you're laughing, soon you're laughing your way. You died

When you're lost in the stoop
When you like all down, yeah
You could believe just down
And it's always your fault
You get I lost the understood
You could believe you list stand down
Now I can find you what you other plans
Now I can find you once you insult the man
Yeah, I like destruction you're washing all down
Yeah, I like destruction talking me wrong

When your lost in the stoop
When you like all down, yeah
You could believe just down
And it's always your fault
You get I lost the understood, yeah
You think you list stand down

What do my friends really think of me?
MLTR - Love will never lie... O.O...
Nothing can stop emotions
that run down the sides of your face
Wish i could change this moment to
another time and place

Nothing you say can move me
I've chosen the road that I'm on
I have to join the fight for freedom
until the war is won

We will keep the faith between us
if we only try
We will keep the truth inside us
love will never lie

Someone will always hear you
Care about you when you cry
But no one can hear my heart is breaking
as I say goodbye

We will keep the faith between us
if we only try
We will keep the truth inside us
love will never lie

What do people secretly think of me?
Avenged Sevenfold - Sidewinder [:O] ! hahaa they think i'm emo? and refer to the bolded words in the last stanza. haha :P
I slide through the wasteland that's my world
My hunger takes your life, preyed on to keep me alive, yeah
Mercy's all that you need, mercy's empty in me

Can't you feel the poison rising out of the morning and clear through the night
You can feel my strength destroy you straight to the heart from the venomous bite

That's right I shed my skin tonight but my fangs are hard to hide
And you know that you're going to die, yeah
Mercy's all that you need, mercy's empty to me

Can't you feel the poison rising out of the morning and clear through the night
You can feel my strength destroy you straight to the heart from the venomous bite

I can't regret, can't escape decisions made for me, no control
Fire that burns but never dies, wrapped around I'll bury my fangs inside

Making my way through the night you're still in my sight
You're runnin' away cuz ya know you can't hide
My instincts are cold blooded hate; to you I'm the bearer of fate
Wrong place and now the wrong time, now terror is all that you'll find

Can't you feel the poison rising, straight to the heart of the venomous bite...

Cant you feel the poison rising, out of the morning and clear through the night
You can feel my strength destroy you straight to the heart from the venomous bite

I can't regret, can't escape decisions made for me, no control
Fire that burns but never dies, wrapped around I'll bury my fangs inside

Stay inside tonight - you're out there all alone
Vanish from my sites - venomous control
You won't make it right- my appetite has grown
Lost your final fight - no love will be shown

Stay inside tonight - you're out there all alone
Vanish from my sites - venomous control
You can't make it right - my appetite has grown
Lost your final fight - no love will be shown

How can I be happy?
Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody!! haha it hasn't shuffled to this song for AGES, well quite long. hmm i guess it's saying i would be happy if i could just let go.

Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide, No escape from reality
Open your eyes, Look up to the skies and see,
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go, Little high, little low
Any way the wind blows doesn't really matter to me, to me

Mama, just killed a man, Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooh, Didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all the time
Goodbye, ev'rybody, I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, ooh, I don't want to die
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all

I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouche, Scaramouche, will you do the Fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very fright'ning me
(Galileo.) Galileo. (Galileo.) Galileo, Galileo figaro
Magnifico. I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
Easy come, easy go, will you let me go
Bismillah! No, we will not let you go
(Let him go!) Bismillah! We will not let you go
(Let him go!) Bismillah! We will not let you go
(Let me go.) Will not let you go
(Let me go.) Will not let you go. (Let me go.) Ah
No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
(Oh mama mia, mama mia.) Mama mia, let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for me

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh, baby, can't do this to me, baby
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here

Nothing really matters, Anyone can see
Nothing really matters
Nothing really matters to me

Any way the wind blows

What should I do with my life?
Kyo - Qui Je Suis ^^ i guess this means i have to discover who i really am first, what makes me? Mon Dieu, Qui Je Suis? and not be afraid of just living, or be scared that i'll be forgotten tomorrow, if that happens, tant pis (too bad).

Will I ever have children?
Nickelback - Someone That You're With... :X what a weird non-answer!!
I reside in 209, you're in 208
You moved in last Friday night,
and I just couldn't wait
So I tried to call across the hall,
to ask you out someday
But a lineup formed outside your door, and I was way too late

[CHORUS]
Well I'd rather start off slow
This whole thing's like
some sort of race
Instead of winning what I want
I'm sitting here in second place

Because somewhere
the one I wanna be with's
with somebody else
Oh god I, wanna be that
someone that you're with
(Wanna be that someone
that you're with)
And I can talk about it all day long
'til I run out of breath
But I still wanna be that
someone that you're with
(I've got to be that
someone that you're with)
And I'm pacing by the phone
'Cause I hate to be alone
And if you're out there with him
somewhere and just about to kiss
Then God I wanna be that
someone that you're with

Well I hear your favorite songs
you sing along with everyday
And I borrow things that
I don't need for conversation sake
Last night I heard your key,
it hit your lock at 4 AM
Instead of being out with me
you must be out with them

[CHORUS]
Well I'd rather start off slow
This whole thing's like
some sort of race
Instead of winning what I want
I'm sitting here in second place

Because somewhere the one
I wanna be with's
with somebody else
Oh god I, wanna be that
someone that you're with
(Wanna be that
someone that you're with)
And I can talk about it all day long
'til I run out of breath
But I still wanna be that
someone that you're with
(I've got to be that
someone that you're with)
And I'm pacing by the phone
'Cause I hate to be alone
And if you're out there with him
somewhere, just about to kiss
The God I, wanna be that
someone that you're with

Well somewhere the one
I wanna be with's
with somebody else
Oh god I, wanna be that
someone that you're with
And I can talk about it all day long
'til I run out of breath
But I still wanna be that
someone that you're with
(I've got to be that
someone that you're with)
And I'm pacing by the phone
'Cause I hate to be alone
And if you're out there with him
somewhere, just about to kiss
Then God I've, got to be that
someone that
I wanna be that someone that
I've got to be that
someone that you're with

What is some good advice for me?
Nickelback - How You Remind Me... oops is that a reminder to start work... haha are you having fun yet?
Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
Tired of living like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
for handing you a heart worth breaking
and I've been wrong, i've been down,
been to the bottom of every bottle
these five words in my head
scream "are we having fun yet?"

yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no
yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no

it's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
And it must have been so bad
Cause living with me must have damn near killed you

And this is how, you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how, you remind me
Of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
for handing you a heart worth breaking
and I've been wrong, i've been down,
been to the bottom of every bottle
these five words in my head
scream "are we having fun yet?"

yet, yet, yet, no, no
yet, yet, yet, no, no
yet, yet, yet, no, no
yet, yet, yet, no, no

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what i really am
This is how you remind me
Of what i really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
for handing you a heart worth breaking
and I've been wrong, i've been down,
been to the bottom of every bottle
these five words in my head
scream "are we having fun yet?"
yet, yet
are we having fun yet [3x]
How will I be remembered?
Il Divo - Hasta Mi Final (Until the Day)
no comment. i can't translate this at all. -__-

What is my signature dancing song?
Limp Bizkit - My Way or the Highway. lol. guess this means i dance the way i want to dance and the world can go away if they want to laugh. -_-

What do I think my current theme song is?
Jason Mraz - O. Lover :x technically, this would be what wmp thinks my theme song is.

What's the worst thing that could happen?
We could change our minds.
That seems to be the hottest topic at this time.
We're sitting around in the meditation, dragging, chasing,
Wonderin?whose holdin?whose got the will to draw the line.

I know you've got something burning up inside,
It's so unhealthy but so good for me, oh!
Said if I didn't know, and if I didn't know, well if I didn't know that you loved me would you tempt me?
Well God only knows our contradiction's to quitting, is a hate to love relationship thing.
A fire under you is so fulfilling,
I fear there's nothing more.

I'm giving, giving you, the choke hold,
My flirting with disaster is modern love.
Ugggh you, you're so bold,
My wanting to kiss you still is not enough.
I'm getting over, all the comments.
Unfriendly statements made by people are nonsense.
I'm getting stronger, by the minute.
And once I slip into position I'll swing you and turn you all around.

You are the sweetest thing I've found since whenever,
You're the only way my time is measured.
You might be the silent type,
But your advertising louder now.
It's crazy how you're killing me.
Woo, you're killing me, but I like your

Red top and matching bottoms.
You know the one, the ones you got on,
Pull them over your skinny self
But don't cover your tattoo.
Woo, cause I like to look at you, yeah,
I love that smell on you,
And I got your special place against this face for tasting too.

And I like it natural,
No need for chemicals.
Sparkening up my senses
You're making it sense
You're calling it sexual.

And you're going to get yours, my lady.
Might even be today.
And it ain't no thing 'cause I'll be rolling right along with you-woo-woo.

You are the sweetest thing I've found since whenever.
You're the only way my time is measured.
You might be the silent type.
But you're advertising louder now.
It's crazy how you're killing me.
And give us both a break.
And to give us back a taste when the way things were before they made the laws,
And to give us both a chance,
But it won't be the last romance cause when the weekend starts the guilty party's on.

[Scatting]

BREAKDOWN!!
Weekend party's over,
Don't stop, let's get closer.
Friday, got cold shoulder,
Monday, got a new composure.

Weekend party's over,
Don't stop, let's get lower.
I won't blow your cover,
Opportunistic lover.

Weekend party's over,
Don't stop, let's get closer.
Friday's mediocre,
Monday, I'm self-exposed now.

Weekend party's over,
Don't stop, let's suppose-ah
I won't blow your cover
Opportunistic lover.

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Daniel Bedingfield - James Dean ( I wanna know) [refer to above] haha they think i think that... Xp

I could be James Dean of the Music scene
I could be a big star like that man called Queen
I could have fly moves, be a dancefloor dream
But If she can't seem to notice me
Then what's it worth now

Could have my teeth flashing a Brad Pit smile
Be wearing Versace 'cause that's my style
Could have my hair cut by the extra mile
But if she can't make it worth my while
Then what's the point now

I wanna know if you're busy
I wanna know if you're doing anything tonight
I wanna know if you missed me
I wanna know baby
I wanna know

I wish that I could kiss your lips
The way that I
I want to baby
I wish that I could be your man
I wish that you could be my lady

I could be sly stone of the family crew
I could be big Bad Daddy Warbucks
And love you to
I could be knocked senseless by what you do
But if it's pain that you put me through
It isn't love now
I made up my own darn mind
I'm getting no love after all this time
I'm gonna make music till my brain is fried
Because you can't see the man inside
It aint enough now

I wanna know if you're busy
I wanna know if you're doing anything tonight
I wanna know if you missed me
I wanna know baby
I wanna know

I wanna know if you're busy
I wanna know if you're doing anything tonight
I wanna know if you missed me
I wanna know baby
I wanna know (2x)

I wish that I could kiss your lips
The way that I
I want to baby
I wish that I could be your man
I wish that you could be my lady


I wanna know if you're busy
I wanna know if you're doing anything tonight
I wanna know if you missed me
I wanna know baby
I wanna know

I wanna know if you're busy
I wanna know if you're doing anything tonight
I wanna know if you missed me
I wanna know baby
I wanna know

I wanna know if you're busy
I wanna know if you're doing anything tonight
I wanna know if you missed me
I wanna know

What song will play at my funeral?
Jay Chou - 麦芽糖 (maltose) o.O okay.

这蜿蜒的微笑
zhe wan yan de wei xiao
This meandering smile

拥抱山丘溪流跟风唱起歌
yong bao shan qiu xi liu gen feng chang qi ge
Embracing the hills and creeks, singing with the wind

我像田园诗人般解读眼前的生活
wo xiang tian yuan shi ren ban jie du yan qian de sheng huo
I’m like a poet of the countryside, sort of analyzing the life in front of my eyes

麦田弯腰低头在垂钓温柔
mai tian wan yao di tou zai chui diao wen rou
The cornfields stoop, lowering their heads; fishing for gentleness

这整座山谷都是风笛手
zhe zheng zuo shan gu dou shi feng di shou
This whole moutain valley is a bamboo flute player

我在哑口聆听传说跟著童话故事走
wo zai ya ko ling ting chuan shuo gen zhu tong hua gu shi zou
With my hoarse throat, I’m listening to legends, following in the footsteps of fairytales

远方的风车 远距离诉说 
yuan fang de feng che / yuan ju li su shuo
The windmill in the distance, is speaking from a distance

那幸福在深秋 满满的被收割
na xing fu zai shen qiu / man man de bei shou ge
That kind of happiness at the height of autumn, is being fully harvested

老仓库的角落 我们数著 
lao cang ku de jiao luo / wo men shu zhe
In the corner of the old storehouse, we are counting

一麻袋的爱跟快乐 初恋的颜色
yi ma dai de ai gen kuai le / chu lian de yan se
A burlap sack of love and cheerfulness, the color of first love

我牵着你的手经过 种麦芽糖的山坡
wo qian zhe ni de shou jing guo / zhong mai ya tang de shan po
I hold your hand and pass by a hillside that’s growing maltose sugar

香浓的诱惑 你脸颊微热 吐气在我的耳朵
xiang nong de you huo / ni lian jia wei re / tu qi zai wo de er duo
A dense and fragrant temptation, your cheek is a little bit warm, breathing into my ears

摘下麦芽糖熟透 我醒来还笑着
zhai xia mai ya tang shu tou / wo xing lai hai xiao zhe
Plucking ripened maltose sugar; I’m still smiling after I’ve awakened

开心的 被黏手 我满嘴 都是糖果
kai xin de / bei nian shou / wo man zui / dou shi tang guo
Happy to have a sticky hand, my whole mouth is filled with sweetness

牵著你的手经过 种麦芽糖的山坡
qian zhu ni de shou jing guo / zhong mai ya tang de shan po
Holding your hand, we pass by a hillside that’s growing maltose sugar

甜蜜的四周 我低头害羞 我们愉快的梦游
tian mi de si zhou / wo di tou hai xiu / wo men yu kuai de meng you
Sweetness all around, I lower my head, embarrassed; our joyful dreamlike travels

我在草地上喝著 麦芽糖酿的酒
wo zai cao di shang he zhe / mai ya tang nian de jiu
I’m on the grass, drinking a wine brewed from maltose sugar

鲜嫩的 小时候 我好想 再咬一口
xian nen de / xiao shi hou / wo hao xiang / zai yao yi kou
Fresh and tender childhood; how I want to take another bite

我满嘴 都是糖果 我好想 再咬一口
wo man zui / dou shi tang guo / wo hao xiang / zai yao yi kou
My whole mouth is filled with sweetness, how I want to take another bite


What type of men/women do you like?
Slam Dunk OST - Zettai Ni Dare Mo!! LOL! does this mean i like people who can play basketball? :P hahaa and are taller, athletic and amusing :) but the lyrics say something along the lines of me wanting someone who will be there for me when i need it. hahaa

Zettai ni Daremo; Absolutely Not by Anyone

Romaji Lyrics English Translation
 moteamasu kodou ni

tsukinukete'ku BAD NEWS (BAD NEWS)

midarenai machi no kokyuu [1]

mune no naka no koukishin dake ga sawagidasu


 Bad news comes piercing through

this throbbing heartbeat that's out of my control.

The breathing of the undisturbed city... [1]

Only the curiosity in my heart disturbs the quiet.

 zettai ni daremo   ayatsurenai

yume wo daite ashita wo tataku

toki no nagare hamidashite

kaze wo kanji ikite-itai
[2]

 Embracing the dream that will absolutely not be manipulated

by anyone, I'll strike at tomorrow.

Surpassing the flow of time,

I want to live, feeling the wind. [2]

 [Short Instrumental]

 [Short Instrumental]

 michitarite'ku sekai

chouwa no torenai
MORAL (MORAL)

SHIGUNARU ni tsumazuku tabi

kanashiku warau kimi e no aijou tashikameru


 A world that is being filled up

Morals that can't be harmonized

Each time that I stumble in the signal,

I make certain of my love for you, who's smiling sadly.

 Set me free   towa no   nemuri e to

tadoritsuku ni wa mada haya-sugite
[3]

shakunetsu iro no manazashi de

BOROBORO ni naru made kakenukete yaru [4]

 Set me free. It's still too soon

for me to reach the eternal sleep [e.g. death] [3]

With a look in my eyes the color of red heat,

even to the point I'm worn out, I will make my way through! [4]

 [Instrumental]

 [Instrumental]

 zettai ni daremo   ayatsurenai

yume wo daite ashita wo tataku

toki no nagare hamidashite

kaze wo kanji ikite-itai


 Embracing the dream that will absolutely not be manipulated

by anyone, I'll strike at tomorrow.

Surpassing the flow of time,

I want to live, feeling the wind.

 [Short Instrumental]

 [Short Instrumental]

 Set me free   towa no   nemuri e to

tadoritsuku ni wa mada haya-sugite

shakunetsu iro no manazashi de

BOROBORO ni naru made kakenukete yaru


 Set me free. It's still too soon

for me to reach the eternal sleep [e.g. death]

With a look in my eyes the color of red heat,

even to the point I'm worn out, I will make my way through!

What is my day going to be like?
Il Divo - The Man You Love ^^ love this song! but... it's such a non answer... again and i'm lazy to read into it! :)
Si me ves hallarás en mis ojos el amor
eres tú la mitad que a mi vida completó
Lo que soy te daré sin miedo a algun error
creo en ti y dejaré en tus manos mi ilusión.
Quiero estar dentro de tu corazón,
Poder lograr que me ames como yo.

I only wanna be the man
to give you everything I can
every day and every night
love you for all my life.
I don't wanna change the world
as long as you're my girl
it's more than enough,
just to be the man you love.

Quiero ser el lugar donde puedas refugiar
el temor y calmar en mis brazos tu ansiedad
Desde hoy voy a ser todo para ti
Hasta ayer te soñé y ahora estás aquí
Quiero oir tus secretos, lo que sueñes descubrir,
quiero amarte así.

I only wanna be the man
to give you everything I can
every day and every night
love you for all my life.
I don't wanna change the world
as long as you're my girl
it's more than enough,
just to be the man you love.

I only wanna be the man
to give you everything I can
every day and every night
love you for all my life.
I don't wanna change the world
as long as you're my girl
it's more than enough,
just to be the man you love.

Just to be the man you love

Just a random meme!

Open your music player (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
Put it on shuffle.
Press play.
For every question type the song that's on.
When you go to a new question press the next button.
Ready? GO!

Opening Credits: Gravitation OST - Glaring Dream

nigiyaka na hitogomi ni tokeru tsubuyaki ga
ashimoto ni chirabatta omoide nijimaseru
The whisper that dissolves into the bustling crowd
makes the memories scattered underfoot blur together.
mayoi aruku machi no kagayaki wa Glaring One Way
kogoesou na boku o terasu
The blazing of the street where I walk about lost (glaring one way)
illuminates me as coldly as though it freezes.
tsumetai toki ga yume o furaseru   kono te no naka o surinukete
negai kazoe mezameta toki ni yureru maboroshi ni kimi ga utsuru
boku o michibiku kasuka na SHIRUETTO
The cold times make dreams fall like rain and slip through my hands.
When I woke up from the countless wishes, you are reflected in a shimmering
illusion --
the silhouette whose faint smile leads me along.
nagasareru fuan dake o tsugeru yasashisa mo
eien ni mitasareta ashita mo hoshikunai
Even if the gentleness that tells about only what makes anxiety flow
had fulfilled eternity, I still don't want tomorrow.
kimi ni todokeru hazu no kotoba wa It's Talk To Myself
kage mo naku hibi ni ochiru
The words that I have to give to you are (it's talk to myself)
falling into an everyday routine, even without shadows.
furueru yubi de yume o kasaneru   iki mo dekizu ni kuzureteku
tashika na koto futashika sugite nani o shinjireba kimi ni aeru
shiroku kieteku ano hi no SHIRUETTO
With a trembling finger, I gather up the dreams; without even breathing
on them, they're crumbling.
Even the certain things are too unreliable; if I believe in something, can
I be with you again?
It's whitely vanishing, the silhouette of that day.
awaku somaru kisetsu o miageru Life Winter Dream
tachidomaru boku o sarau
Looking up at that palely-dyed season (Life Winter Dream)
I, who stopped to stand still, am swept away.
kaze ni kesareru torinokosareru   mune ni kajikamu akogare mo
The wind blows it out, makes it be left behind; even the yearning is growing
numb from the cold in my heart.
tsumetai toki* ga yume ni tadayou   sono te no naka ni uketomete
negai kazoe mezameta toki ni yureru maboroshi ni kimi ga utsuru
boku o michibiku kasuka na SHIRUETTO
The cold times drift about in dreams, but are caught and held in your hands.
When I woke up from the countless wishes, you are reflected in a shimmering
illusion --
the silhouette whose faint smile leads me along.

Waking Up: Norah Jones - Come Away With Me
Come away with me in the night
Come away with me
And I will write you a song

Come away with me on a bus
Come away where they can't tempt us
With their lies

I want to walk with you
On a cloudy day
In fields where the yellow grass grows knee-high
So won't you try to come

Come away with me and we'll kiss
On a mountaintop
Come away with me
And I'll never stop loving you

And I want to wake up with the rain
Falling on a tin roof
While I'm safe there in your arms
So all I ask is for you
To come away with me in the night
Come away with me


Falling in Love: Daniel Powter - Bad Day
Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know

Fight scene: Kyo - Sad Day
Des fleuves tachés s'élèvent au ras du sol
Des peintures sous la peau, des symboles
Se révèlent à la lune sous sa lueur foetale
Et diffusent en silence les rayons qui dévoilent
Les danseuses filiformes qui s'évanouissent au vent
Et se moquent de nous jusqu'à s'en mordre les dents
jusqu'à s'en mordre les dents

Sad day, Sad day
laissez les civières
Sad day, Sad day
Flotter sur nos rivières

Nos visages entiers tournent vers l'exil
Et nos bras qui s'étirent jusqu'à frôler la cime
On rêve sans trêve et en laissant couler
Dans nos veines le sang libre de nomades oubliés
Tu la sens la tempête qui dans nos têtes s'achève
Les paupières du cyclone qui lentement se ferment
On se rappelle juste pour oublier
S'aimer un peu en fin d'année

Sad day, Sad day
Sortez les civières
Sad day, Sad day
Qu'elles prennent la mer
Sad day, Sad day
Et puisqu'on est la sève
Sad day, Sad day
A nous de tout refaire

Breaking Up: Rihanna - SOS (Rescue Me)
Lalala lalala la la lala la Ohhh
You know I never felt like this before
Lalala lalala la la lala la Ohhh
Feels like something real

[Verse 1]
I'm obessive when just one thought of you comes up
I'm agressive just one thought of closing up
You got me stressing, incessantly pressing the issue
Da very moment gone you know I miss you
I'm the question an you of course the answer
Just hold me close boy cause I'm your tiny dancer
You make me shaken up, heads are mistaken
But I can't control myself got me calling out for help

[Chorus (2x)]
S.O.S. please someone help me. Its not healthy for me to
feel this
Y.O.U. are making this hard, I can't take it see it don't
feel right

[Bridge]
This time please someone come and rescue me
Cause you or my mind got me losing it
I'm lost you got me lookin for the rest of me (just
testing me) but still I'm losing it
This time please someone come and rescue me cause you or
my mind got me losing it
I'm lost you got me looking for the rest of me, got the
best of me, so now I'm losing it

[Verse 2]
Just your presence and I second guess my insanity
Yes its a lesson and its based on my vanity
My tummy's up in knots sone as I see you I get so hot
Common sense if out the door can't seem to find a lot
Take me (uh huh) you know inside you feel it right
Take me I'ma put desire in your arms tonight
I'm out with you, ya got me head over heels
Boy you got me hanging on by the way you make me feel

[Chorus (1x)]

[Bridge]

Boy you know you got me feeling open
And boy your loves enough with words unspoken
I said boy I'm feeling you, you got me open
I don't know what to do its true
I'm going crazy over you I'm begging

Lala lala lala lala Ohhh
Ohh ohh lala lala lala lala oh oh

Getting back together: James Blunt - Tears and Rain

ow I wish I could surrender my soul;

Shed the clothes that become my skin;

See the liar that burns within my needing.

How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.

How I wish I had screamed out loud,

Instead I've found no meaning.



I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,

All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.

Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.

I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.

It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.



How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;

Hold memory close at hand,

Help me understand the years.

How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.

How I wish I would save my soul.

I'm so cold from fear.



I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,

All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.

Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.

I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.

Far, far away; find comfort in pain.

All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.

It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

Secret Love: Incubus - Megalomaniac
I hear you on the radio
You permeate my screen, its' unkind but
If I met you in a scissor fight
I'd cut off both your wings on principle alone
On principle alone

Hey megalomaniac
You're not Jesus
Yeah, you're no fucking Elvis
Special, as you know yourself, maniac
Step down
Step down

If I were your appendages
I'd hold open your eyes
So you would see
That all of us are heaven sent
There was never meant to be only one
To be only one

Hey megalomaniac
You're not Jesus
Yeah, you're no fucking Elvis
Special, as you know yourself, maniac
Step down
Step down

Yeah
You're no Jesus
You're not Elvis
...
You're no answer

Hey megalomaniac
You're not Jesus
Yeah, you're no fucking Elvis
Special, as you know yourself, maniac
Step down

Life's okay: Josh Groban - Never Let Go (ft. Deep Forest)
I can't understand it
The search for an answer is met with a darker day
And we've been handed these moments forever
But i'm reassured there's another way

You don't have to close your eyes
There is room for love again
Ease the pain to realize all that love can be
Forced apart by time and sand
Take a step and take my hand
And don't let it go
Never let go

Broken, ones connected
We were so strong and so blessed in a simple way
So don't let me go it alone

Turn your head up to the sky
Nothing down below but me
Face the truth to relize all that we could be
Torn apart by rage and fear
Hold on to what brought you here
Don't let it go
Never let go

Turn your head up to the sky
Nothing down below
Don't let go

Mental Breakdown: DJ Sammy - Heaven
Baby you're all that I want.
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven.

Oh, thinking about all our younger years,
There was only you and me,
We were young and wild and free.
Now nothing can take you away from me.
We’ve been down that road before,
But that's over now.
You keep me coming back for more.

Baby you're all that I want.
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven.

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart.
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven.

Now, nothing could change what you mean to me.
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now,
Cause our love will light the way.

Baby you're all that I want.
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven.

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart.
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven.

Now our dreams are coming true.
Through the good times and the bad
I'll be standing there by you.

(We’re in heaven.)

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart.
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven.

Driving: P.O.D. - Sleeping Awake
Reveal to me the mysteries
Can you tell me what it means?
Explain these motions and metaphors
Unlock these secrets in me
Describe the vision, the meaning is missing
Won't anybody listen?

Define the riddles of my mind
Nothing is really what it seems

Dreaming of Zion, Awake
Sleeping Awake
Dreaming of Zion, Awake
Can't stop Sleeping Awake

Do you see what I see?
And can you hear what I hear?
Do you feel what I feel?
Can't stop Sleeping Awake
Do you see what I see?
And can you hear what I hear?
Do you feel like I feel?
Can't stop Sleeping...

Can you see it? The writing,
Can you tell me what it means?
Translate the symbols, Enigma
Expressions keep questioning me
The message is written, the meaning is missing
Won't anybody Listen?

Prophesy, interpretate the signs
Nothing is really what it seems

Dreaming of Zion, Awake
Sleeping Awake
Dreaming of Zion, Awake
Can't stop Sleeping Awake

Do you see what I see?
And can you hear what I hear?
Do you feel what I feel?
Can't stop Sleeping Awake
Do you see what I see?
And can you hear what I hear?
Do you feel like I feel?
Can't stop Sleeping Awake

Do you see what I see?
Can you hear what I hear?
And do you see what I see?
And can you hear what I hear?
And do you feel like I feel?
And can you dream like I dream?

Do you see what I see?
Can you hear what I hear?
Or do you feel like I feel?
Or do you dream like I dream?
Anybody see me?
Anybody hear me?
Anybody feel me?
Anybody out there?!?

Dreaming of Zion, Awake
Sleeping Awake
Dreaming of Zion, Awake
Can't stop Sleeping Awake

Do you see what I see?
And can you hear what I hear?
Do you feel what I feel?
Can't stop Sleeping Awake
Do you see what I see?
And can you hear what I hear?
Do you feel like I feel?
Can't stop Sleeping Awake

Anybody see me?
Anybody hear me?
Anybody feel me?
Anybody out there?!?

Flashback: Jimmy Eat World - No Sensitivity
Well I've got my car, we could go and sit a while
I know it won't turn over, but we'll get somewhere just the same
I'm through talking (the strangest thing but I feel safe when I'm lonely)
Don't take too much, cause you'll get burned if it's all at one time

The world don’t spin without you
I’m amazed you’re standing still
Taking my kisses back (whoa)
I want my kisses back from you
No your problems, they aren't problems
So be glad they never will
I’m taking my kisses back (whoa)
I want my kisses back from you

Take it easy, don't you get it? It's just an expression
Would you raise your voice, every time a little dirt gets under?
Cry if you want (the return of no sensitivity)
You don't have to scream, to say something that you honestly mean

The world don’t spin without you
I’m amazed you're standing still
I’m taking my kisses back (whoa)
I want my kisses back from you
And no your problems, they aren't problems
So be glad they never will
I’m taking my kisses back (whoa)
I want my kisses back from you, from you, you

When you hear those footsteps calling
Isn’t it obvious?
Isn’t it obvious?
It’s O.K. if you don't answer
I thought it was obvious
I thought it was obvious

The world don’t spin without you
I’m amazed you're standing still
Taking my kisses back from you
I want my kisses back from you
Your problems, they aren't problems
So thank god they never will
Taking my kisses back from you
I want my kisses back from you, you, you
I want my kisses back from you, you, you
I want my kisses back from you, you, you

Happy dance: Ryan and Sharpay - Bop to the Top (High School Musical OST) lol!
Sharpay:
I believe in dreamin’
Shootin’ for the stars

Ryan:
Baby to be number one
You’ve got to raise the bar

Sharpay:
Kickin’ and a scratchin’
Grindin’ out my best

Ryan:
Anything it takes
To climb the ladder of success

Both:
Work our tails off every day
Gotta bump the competition
Blow them all away

Sharpay:
Yeah we’re gonna

Both:
Bop, bop, bop
Bop to the top

Ryan:
Slip and slide and ride that rhythm

Both:
Jump and hop hop ‘til we drop

Sharpay:
And start again

Zip zap zop
Pop like a mop

Ryan:
Scoot around the corner

Both:
Move it to the groove
‘Til the music stops
Do the bop bop, bop to the top
Don’t ever stop
Bop to the top

Gimmie, gimmie
Shimmy shimmy
Shake some booty and turn around
Flash a smile in their direction

Sharpay:
Show some muscle

Ryan:
Do the hustle

Both:
Yeah we’re gonna bop, bop, bop
Bop to the top

Ryan:
Wipe away your inhibitions

Both:
Stump, stump, stump do the rump

Sharpay:
And strut your stuff

Both:
Bop, bop, bop
Straight to the top
Going for the glory
We’ll keep stepping up
And we just won’t stop
‘Til we reach the top
Bop to the top

Regretting: James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover
Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,

Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.

Took your soul out into the night.

It may be over but it won't stop there,

I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.



Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.



I am a dreamer but when I wake,

You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.

And as you move on, remember me,

Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.

I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd be the father of your child.

I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.

We've had our doubts but now we're fine,

And I love you, I swear that's true.

I cannot live without you.



Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.



And I still hold your hand in mine.

In mine when I'm asleep.

And I will bear my soul in time,

When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.


Spending a night alone: Incubus - Summer Romance (Anti-gravity Love Song)
I’m home alone tonight.
Full moon illuminates my room, and sends my mind aflight.
I think I was dreaming up some thoughts that were seemingly
Possible...with you.
So I call you on the tin can phone.
We rendezvous at a quarter-two, and make sure we’re alone.
I may have found a way for you and I to finally fly free.
When we get there, we’re gonna go far away.
Making sure to laugh; while we experience anti-gravity.
For years, I kept to myself.
Now potentialities are bound, and sleeping under my shelf.
Simply choose your destination from the diamond canopy,
And we’ll be there.
So I call you on the tin can phone.
We rendezvous at a quarter-two, and make sure we’re alone.
I may have found the way for you and I to finally be free

Death scene: Kotani Kinya - Yuutsu Na Seven Days (Gravitation OST) [melancholic seven days]
Let me Go! Seven days   yuuutsu ni karamatte
Let me Go! Seven days te mo ashi mo denai
Let me Go! Seven days shikkuri karamawari
Let me Go! Seven days akumu no seven days
*Let me Go! Seven days   Entangling sadly
Let me Go! Seven days Can't lay a hand or foot
Let me Go! Seven days Going around in circles
Let me Go! Seven days Seven days of nightmare
shinpai nai   nayamu koto nai   DANDEII ga sakadachi shiteru
konya koso KIMERU shika nai ze MEMORII shoumetsu yume no ato
No problem   no need to worry   DANDY's doing a handstand
Gotta do this tonight memory erasure after the dream
hajimaru   seven days   nozokeba mou saikou!
It's starting   seven days   if you take a peak, its the best!
Let me Go! Seven days   jikkuri nekasenai de
Let me Go! Seven days otsukare taiyou
Let me Go! Seven days sorosoro arijigoku
Let me Go! Seven days yuuutsu na seven days
**Let me Go! Seven days   Dont let me sleep soundly
Let me Go! Seven days The tired sun
Let me Go! Seven days An ant trap right about now
Let me Go! Seven days Melancholic seven days
kankei nai   kawari baenai   hito konmi ni kakurete mitai
saitei de kanari saiaku days OMAE mujyou no BERU ga naru
Got nothing to do with it   doesn't change a thing   I wanna hide in a crowd
The worst and uber horrible days the bells ring mercilessly for you
TEREBI wa OURU NAITO SHOU   iroke de so rya saikou!!
TV's an all night show!   with sex appeal its the best!!
Let me Go! Seven days   mada mada owaranai
Let me Go! Seven days akuma no hi mekuri
Let me Go! Seven days kami-sama kakumatte
Let me Go! Seven days akuma de seven days
Let me Go! Seven days
Let me Go! Seven days   Its not ending any time soon
Let me Go! Seven days Goin' round the devil days
Let me Go! Seven days Hide me, GOD
Let me Go! Seven days Seven days to the last
Let me Go! Seven days
hajimaru   seven days   nozokeba mou saikou!
Its starting   seven days   if you take a peak, its the best!
Let me Go! Seven days   yuuutsu ni karamatte
Let me Go! Seven days te mo ashi mo denai
Let me Go! Seven days shikkuri karamawari
Let me Go! Seven days akumu no seven days
* repeat
Let me Go! Seven days   jikkuri nekasenai de
Let me Go! Seven days otsukare taiyou
Let me Go! Seven days sorosoro arijigoku
Let me Go! Seven days yuuutsu na seven days
**repeat
Let me Go! Seven days (repeat 8x)
Let me Go! Seven days (repeat 8x)

End credits: Lifehouse - Empty Space
too late to hide
and too tired to care
take what you've left
and forget the rest
take what you see
of what's left of me
you know where I've been
and I don't want to go there again

you're beautiful
you're confusing
you're illogical
you're amazing
and I've seen the world
it's overrated
until you're everything
I have nothing
but empty space

I've been down
this road before
all that I've found
points me right back to you
and I've watch you move
from down below
where do I go from here
I guess I'll find out as I go

you're beautiful
you're confusing
you're illogical
you're amazing
and I've seen the world
it's overrated
until you're everything
I have nothing
but empty space

you're beautiful
you're confusing
you're illogical
you're amazing
and I've seen the world
it's overrated
until you're everything
I have nothing
until you're everything
I have nothing
but an empty space

Sunday, August 13, 2006

because,if...

If i blog when i'm bored, and only when i'm bored, even though i have things to do, that means i must be very bored and have alot of things to do today, ceteris paribus. However, that ignores the fact that i'm lazy. so that means, i am not lazy today? However, (this earns me 2 ticks from an economics teacher!) i am still lazee, it's a fact. Hence, this is too complicated to think about and i shall write this off as impulse blogging because i'm bored and feel like it. there.

Time to do another random thing found while blogsurfing:

The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.


I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes (time to kick the habit... :P)
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones. (only wish i could try it if/when i'm feeling angry or frustrated but i won't ever! cross my heart. except maybe my own in the right/wrong mood.)
I'm paranoid sometimes
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, n scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast. (only when i'm nervous...hehe .__.)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I LOVE the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.

I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (depending on mood and money status)
I enjoy window shopping
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone. (not permanently at least)
I'm a BETTER dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future
I have changed a diaper before
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. haha..if possible.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends. It's either we all die or I make sure we all live at the end of the day.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. [don't celebrate it :( ]
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i LOVE it.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs. [never tried them...]
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love getting hugs.
I've fallen for the worst people.
I adore bright colours. All colours are beautiful.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I love kisses.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I can tie a cherry stalk with my tongue.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I think climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo. ( well at least a temporary one ;P)
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work/study with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist. (when it happens, it happens.)
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

mine.own.

realise i'm using my blog to be random. how fun.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
reflections
not my cup of tea.
you can see
i rhyme to be
free
or maybe
we just need something to live for
can't see
the need.

ascension.
paradigmshift.
wakemeupwhenoctoberends.
pyschoanalysethis.
beallandendall.

Blue and Yellow -- The Used

And it's all in how you mix the two,
And it starts just where the light exists.
It's a feeling that you cannot miss,
And it burns a hole,
through everyone that feels it.

Well you're never gonna find it,
If you're looking for it,
won't come your way,
Well you'll never find it,
if your looking for it.

Should've done something, but I've done it enough.
By the way, your hands were shaking,
Rather waste some time with you.

And you never would have thought in the end,
How amazing it feels just to live again,
It's a feeling that you cannot miss,
it burns a hole, through everyone that feels it

Well you're never gonna find it,
If you're looking for it, won't come your way, yeah
Well you'll never find it, if you're looking for it.

Should've done something, but I've done it enough.
By the way, your hands were shaking.
Rather waste some time with you.

Should've said something, but I've said it enough.
By the way, my words were faded.
Rather waste some time with you.

Time with you...
Waste some time with you...

Should've done something, but I've done it enough.
By the way, your hands were shaking.
Rather waste my time with you.

Should've said something, but I've said it enough.
By the way, my words were faded.
Rather waste my time with you.

Should've done something, but I've done it enough.
By the way, my hands were shaking.
Rather waste some time with you.

Waste some time with you... (repeat 7x)

(fading)
Should've done something, but I've done it enough.
By the way, my hands were shaking.
Rather waste some time with you.

Saturday, August 12, 2006

on photos, cams and girls

Walking in school, i must say i realise we have much more chiobus than i notice along orchard road! ^^" Have no idea why i notice these kind of things...

haha SYFC outing photo! :D happiness~ i thought i wouldn't have access to any group pics (since we only took one, using three different cameras -__-) and the uncle totally screwed up the one on my cam with his shaky hands, which covered the flash, and the redeye effect. i shall try to salvage it soon Xp but amanda's cam rox i must say! ^^ haha shall ignore the unsightly bags at the bottom of the photo, which is negligible coz i'm falling in love with the pictureeeeeeeeeee~ so fun! changi airport! :) despite me looking fatty as usual >< okay i shall edit it den post it! hahaaa :P

gosh im a super lousy editor -.- forget it. rawrr.

on a side note, got court shoes today (those stupid heel ones not nice bball/squash shoes) feeling super n00b walking in them... squeezed toes are not fun and those kind of shoes are hard to find when you have big feet. -.- time to diet! shall find some time to do a blogskin... laziness is so hard to overcome ;p

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Qu'il fait beau, hier

Je te manque, le beau langue français! eh bien sur, je n'avais jamais te perdre malgré cette situation horrible de ma grammaire...

bet anyone who takes french will kill me for totally destroying the language =x i totally blame the french section at kinokuniya for bringing about this bout of reminescence... despite only browsing through the comics, i realise i've never really lost my love for foreign languages and how they sound. random sampling of titles at kinokuniya makes me realise once more my total ignorance in certain arenas and be thankful that i have people around who are able to enlighten me :P

Was exposed to a barrage of 'turds' and 'n00bs' yesterday, courtesy of some n00b aquatic creature who calls Chijmes, Chij-mess, reads random books like "Why do men fall asleep after having sex?" and slacked away 5 hours with me while waiting for flying club outing. yes we learn something new everyday. haha :) fun day though, watched a person pull gay moves on the para-para machine (we suspect he must have practiced a lot to be able to come up with gay moves like running his fingers through his hair and down his neck -.-) and pwned at airhockey despite losing the first game! don't deny it XD

The walk from orchard to city hall isn't that far i guess, must be the frequency of walking from school to the mrt that has upped my hp! flying club outing (more like four people outing) was quite a success despite many people expressing disinterest or being unable to come at the last minute.

Changi airport is fun! swensen's is yummy but fatty, what with it's 15% extra charge -.- and the viewing mall is cool but the people there can't take good pictures... fine, i generalise, the uncle who helped us take photo yesterday has shaky hands and i can't see anything 'cept 4 blurry figures and fish's red eye exposure... quel n00b! at least we saw the planes flyby and the apaches and other random things like paratroopers, almost all of which look like ants in the photos! (think i forgot to change the size of the picture so my zoom is limite -.- sigh) got to ride the skytrain! i think i'll go changi more :P quite a cool place. but so far away...

Overall, a more productive day than today was. ^^" what a slacker.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Quiz Time Again!! =D



























Your Nutritional Information:
Servings Per Container: 1

x
% Daily Value
Sweetness:15 g30%

Bitterness:762 mg69%

Power:34 g97%

Healthful:152 mg61%

Excitement:316 mg29%
x
Deliciousness:64%



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trixie's Rejected Horoscope:


You will spontaneously combust



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Why do people run from trixie?

You light your eyebrows on fire fairly often

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Kindness



Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason.


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trixie

~ will teach you to ~

Kill someone with a piano wire


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You are not a geek





You are not into anything typically considered geeky. In fact, you probably make fun of every geek you see. Come to think of it, you're probably that serial killer who has been killing all of those nerds.


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You are cereal monster.
(Your alter-ego is trixie)



Your super-hero ability:


Fight anything at 23 times the speed of a normal human



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trix's best excuse:


QuizGalaxy.com!


"My Tamagotchi made me do it"


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haha zomgg i shall end on that very amusing noteee :D

Monday, August 07, 2006

Unbreak My Heart (Regresa Mi)

Whooo :) Popera isn't my usual music genre, but i must say, Il Divo rocks this study room!

Unbreak my heart (regresa a mi)

No me abandones asi
hablando solo de ti.
Ven y devuelveme al fin
la sonrisa que se fue.
Una vez mas tocar tu piel
el hondo suspirar.
Recuperemos lo que se ha perdido.

Regresa a mi,
quereme otra vez,
borra el dolor
que al irte me dio
cuando te separaste de mi.
Dime que si
Ya no quiero llorar,
regresa a mi.

Extrano el amor que se fue,
extrana la dicha tambien.
Quiero que vengas a mi
y me vuelvas s querer.
No puedo mas si tu no estas,
tienes que llegar.
Mi vida se apaga sin ti a mi lado.

Regresa a mi,
quereme otra vez,
borra el dolor
que al irte me dio
cuando te separaste de mi.
Dime que si
Ya no quiero llorar,
regresa a mi.

No me abandonas asi,
hablando solo de ti.
Devuelveme la pasion de tus brazos.

Regresa a mi,
quereme otra vez,
borra el dolor
que al irte me dio
cuando te separaste de mi.
Dime que si
Ya no quiero llorar,
regresa a mi.