contradiction

my mind is mercurial. it goes down one path, then finds some flaw in it, and either (a) turns a full 180 degree and retraces its steps back to go down another path or (b) does a 90 degree and moves in another direction. well, whoever said paths had to be two dimensional.

i concur that tiredness is inevitable. what i mean is that we should get out of the habit of being melancholic or however crappy else we feel when we are tired. then again, tiredness can be physical - like i'm feeling super achy now thanks to the wonderful training yesterday, which should be super productive coz i feel my left arm growing muscles, except that it's the bulky kind that becomes soft if you don't flex it and this is a super long sentence so i shall fullstop here. or tiredness can be mental, which chocolate should alleviate momentarily. until you fix whatever's gone wrong or go to sleep. i like (a) and (c). otoh, tiredness can give you a conking-out-deep-sleep-kinda-best-rest. lol.

i shall do my tutorials and stop crapping.