certainty would be nice

yes it certainly would. but sometimes, ignorance is bliss... i think i've gone through the entire ignorance, knowledge, power, bliss thing but it somehow all makes sense even after so long.

a conundrum. but here's my resolution, i'm letting go and i'll try not to emo... i've learnt alot and well, i think it's time to float along the swimming pool, just diving for my annual goals, and taking everything else easy.

liverpool drew with everton yesterday, annoying. but i restocked ben and jerry's and quite abit of chocolate! so everything will work out (: because, chocolate > everything. yup.

the weather's colder now. i don't really like it because my hands get cold easily =x and i have no idea why. rather annoying.

i wonder why girls find it harder to control their outward expression of emoness, i.e. tears, as compared to guys. well obviously, they are emo as well, but they manage to hide it or hold it back until the appropriate time or place to release it. this is why i don't like being a girl. i wish there was a school or someone who knows the tricks behind guy control or emo control or wdv, and could teach me how to hide behind a facade of "all's well with the world and i'm happy *bright grin*" when i'm feeling super down/stressed/emo more than usual. my capabilities are rather limited at the moment. i can't believe i emoed the scaryfaced-me-but-generally-nice cfi during exam yesterday. argh. i really detest being a Girl, especially when i'm emo, which thankfully is not so often, generally speaking..
oh and i'd like to add that emo outlets rock :) thanks and i'll try harder!

The coming week is going to be quite murderous.
But we'll survive it, because, well...don't we always?

Resolution
Nick Lachey

Nothing but an empty page
Breathing in an open space
Captured by your moment's grace again
There's so much I left behind
Even more that waits in time
Everything's so undefined
I'm standing on the edge of my fear
And I see it clear

Here's my resolution
I'm letting go
All I need to learn is along this road
And I just want to be the best man I can be
Breathe, it's my resolution

Living life without a plan
Finding solace where I stand
And learning how to love again
And all I want is something real
That I can feel

Here's my resolution
I'm letting go
All I need to learn is along this road
And I just wanna be the best man I can be

'Cause here's my resolution
I'm letting go
All I need to learn is along this road
And I just wanna be the best man I can be
Breathe, it's my resolution