imbalance
Today was quite a horrible day, especially towards afternoon - midday! i was feeling quite scummy and irritated and angsty. i haven't felt like that in ages.. and honestly, today was particularly bad! i have no idea why because the reasons that i can think of are all really stupid. anyway, in the midst of my sudden funk, this is what i typed out on my phone:
"Argh. Today sux. It's like one of the worst days this year. Mebbe It's partly the weather. I haven't felt like crying in a long while and i just felt like doing it as i sit on the stupid bus. Tightening of throat, souring of nose. Wetness of eyes. All symptoms present. Today really sux Big time. Feels like everything's gonna go wrong. and nth will be right again. I wanna cry now. Crap. This is emogirlshit. and weak. Not supposed to be me. Mebbe lacking slp"
ok i've deleted it from my phone. hmm now that i'm feeling way better, i still can't really figure out what made me feel so horrid that i'd actually cry in the middle of some strange bus no. 61 on my way to ccab. ok, perhaps it was the hot weather, the fact that vivo's ben and jerry's queue was super long, and that nu.s managed to step on my tail. it sort of hit two of my pet peeves: 1. inflexibility and incompetence; 2. spoiling my plans. and i guess when both peeves are simultaneously provoked, i get extremely. irritated and emo! waste my time sux la, i really don't like that. and hello, how stupid is it - that you refuse to accomodate changes in schedule and still are able to mess up the schedule! that's like the height of incompetence and ineffectiveness. makes me feel like going overseas straight away.
then i ended up almost lost thanks to 61, and had to swap bus 66 which happened not to stop nicely opposite.. so i had to walk a long way to ccab. but the good thing is that the route took me past island creamery, and its horlicks icecream took the angst away. it was such good company for the remaining walk to ccab. and island creamery suddenly had a male service staff, i was quite shocked when he popped out from behind the counter oO lool. amusing he put the icecream in a cup, when i wanted cone. then, when i asked to change, he upended the icecream from the cup onto a cone! haha quite cute. he said, "here, your square scoop!" LOL nevermind. it was just a funny anecdote.
girls lost. but i watched vj vs mj guys match. woah.. vj guys are quite pro in a flowery, flashy way! my new idol is the guy wearing jersey no.2, playing setter! he sets, spikes and fang4s super nicely and naturally. watching him was like <3 omg. hahaa vj gameplay is very good to watch, although it may not be as effective because they use alot of flashy moves. but it's entertaining. i'd rather have a team that uses minimal, but extremely effective moves! and woah, the fakes were super nice plus the shortballs! all of the spikers were very pro too! i just loved the spikes from vj no. 4 (who was monstrous), 6, 7, 10. watching them made me happier. wonder where they got imported from rofl! and even though we only got to dig for abit, it made me even happier. i really love vball.
hahaa then went novena to queue for ONE scoop of chocolate therapy. but i still prefer phish food. and still wanna try turtle soup and dublin mudslide. okay that's all i have to say. byee. i'm not emo anymore (: i feel good now. hahaa thanks vj players.
"Argh. Today sux. It's like one of the worst days this year. Mebbe It's partly the weather. I haven't felt like crying in a long while and i just felt like doing it as i sit on the stupid bus. Tightening of throat, souring of nose. Wetness of eyes. All symptoms present. Today really sux Big time. Feels like everything's gonna go wrong. and nth will be right again. I wanna cry now. Crap. This is emogirlshit. and weak. Not supposed to be me. Mebbe lacking slp"
ok i've deleted it from my phone. hmm now that i'm feeling way better, i still can't really figure out what made me feel so horrid that i'd actually cry in the middle of some strange bus no. 61 on my way to ccab. ok, perhaps it was the hot weather, the fact that vivo's ben and jerry's queue was super long, and that nu.s managed to step on my tail. it sort of hit two of my pet peeves: 1. inflexibility and incompetence; 2. spoiling my plans. and i guess when both peeves are simultaneously provoked, i get extremely. irritated and emo! waste my time sux la, i really don't like that. and hello, how stupid is it - that you refuse to accomodate changes in schedule and still are able to mess up the schedule! that's like the height of incompetence and ineffectiveness. makes me feel like going overseas straight away.
then i ended up almost lost thanks to 61, and had to swap bus 66 which happened not to stop nicely opposite.. so i had to walk a long way to ccab. but the good thing is that the route took me past island creamery, and its horlicks icecream took the angst away. it was such good company for the remaining walk to ccab. and island creamery suddenly had a male service staff, i was quite shocked when he popped out from behind the counter oO lool. amusing he put the icecream in a cup, when i wanted cone. then, when i asked to change, he upended the icecream from the cup onto a cone! haha quite cute. he said, "here, your square scoop!" LOL nevermind. it was just a funny anecdote.
girls lost. but i watched vj vs mj guys match. woah.. vj guys are quite pro in a flowery, flashy way! my new idol is the guy wearing jersey no.2, playing setter! he sets, spikes and fang4s super nicely and naturally. watching him was like <3 omg. hahaa vj gameplay is very good to watch, although it may not be as effective because they use alot of flashy moves. but it's entertaining. i'd rather have a team that uses minimal, but extremely effective moves! and woah, the fakes were super nice plus the shortballs! all of the spikers were very pro too! i just loved the spikes from vj no. 4 (who was monstrous), 6, 7, 10. watching them made me happier. wonder where they got imported from rofl! and even though we only got to dig for abit, it made me even happier. i really love vball.
hahaa then went novena to queue for ONE scoop of chocolate therapy. but i still prefer phish food. and still wanna try turtle soup and dublin mudslide. okay that's all i have to say. byee. i'm not emo anymore (: i feel good now. hahaa thanks vj players.
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4/29/2008 08:19:00 PM
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