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Sunday, March 09, 2008

BEYOND HORRIBLE MOOD

i'm UTTERLY ANNOYED. and i think it's partly due to stress. this is a bad way of handling stress.

anyway, went IT fair with mom today. i was super scared i'd lose her because stupid me forgot to bring my wallet. and it got left at home. we were fetched there by my dad. my first sight of the THRONGS of URGH. people. left me feeling slightly irked already. got the 500gb seagate ext hdd, nonportable. quite quickly. and then it was the HORROR that was the afternoon crowd. and the squishing. and the fear of not being able to go home. and the ANNOYANCE with all the stinky pushy people. they should be glad i'm not some sort of suicide bomber. i have been swearing the whole day, and perhaps it has been partially due to the fact that i can't figure out how to sync the stupid nokia to the computer so that i can get all my contacts in order. now i don't KNOW which stupid contact is lost on my old phone!! ARGH.

and to ADD TO THE BURDENS, a hr officer has been smsing. and it's not that i don't want to reply to the scholarship tea session invite, it's that i HAVEN'T RECEIVED IT. and that piano EXAM is the day BEFORE the thing. AND THAT the driving instructor can't tell me if he can book circuit on that morning?! and there's some bday party later. SO NOW WHAT.

but i think i was evil to the lousy GPS device promoters. too bad. you prodded me at the wrong time, by thinking that promoting aggressively from my mom who is super nice, and trying to cheat her. too bad. i was there to fend you off. don't even answer my questions.. tell me not to think. grr. i can't believe he said, "oh, then you don't have to think anymore" okay fine, i think i was oversensitive. i replied "what if i like to think." which now that i think back on it, was quite rude. sorry.

i'm ruining my hands.

but really, the stupid fair gave me crowdphobia, and peoplephobia. i hope it doesn't last until tomorrow. there should be no sleep for me today because i have to complete my piano hw.. in the aftermath of As results, i felt like taking a break so badly that now i have to contend with alot more. my weakness.

shall start scholarship stuff after piano theory exam.. do all the apply within 10 days ones first. then move on to the 2 weeks ones. hmm send out As results slip and testimonial to DSTA tomorrow with the envelope i need to send to my piano teacher that contains my hw. unless i can get my daddy to send it there :(

i love cars. they are better than public transport. and they smell better, esp my own car, coz i can sleep in it. thanks. ggxx. i think all the latest contacts aren't in the new phone. actl it's my mom's phone but i'm taking over because it has free subscriptions to cool stuff for a month. sigh. there was a better offer, but this was a zero dollar phone and she prefers nokia. shrugs! it's just a phone... rawr. i haven't even installed the stupid ext hdd.

i don't feel like doing hw. i feel horrible and still feel annoyed. sigh. at this rate, i'm going to die on saturday. whee. :(

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