and i could walk on water

mundaneity: or not so.

anyway i realised i've forgotten to blog about alot of interesting moments such as ripcurl beach vball and our sumo-fying experiences :P amongst other stuff.

it's just so easy to be blinded by all the hard stuff in life that's rushing at you that you forget the interspersed flashes of enjoyment because they're just so transient, like gone in the blink of the eye and you're back where it all began. and how you're sprinting so quickly to catch up that you can hardly think that when you
stop to take a breather, your mind just goes blank. and you just slack around doing stuff that really isn't that worth you doing, but that you convince yourself you need to do.

we're supposed to live from one happy moment to the next, and use them to tide through the bad times yet we often forget these brief moments of freedom, well, happiness is freedom. or at least it's supposed to be.

anyway, i'm thankful for friday:
- how i managed to get through the day without being outwardly emo over things that i should just treat as lessons along the road of life that will help me grow.
- how there won't ever be physics spa again, but the thought of 2hours worth of physics tutorial doesn't seem that appetising either.
- seeing friends you lose contact with from time to time because of timetables and finding out they think about you too =) well, i'm thankful for friends. hahaa =)
- the fact that i went for chem focus even though i didn't really want to and learnt alot out of it, in fact i think without it, i'd still be a major dumbo at ionic equilibria. at least now, i have some of the basic concepts. actually, maybe if i listened to tutorials and made them stick in my head, i would have gotten to approximately the same place before friday. but at least, it's happened.
- hmm, how i realised that people try their best to help you and how much you appreciate it even though ultimately, it's up to you to help yourself.
- how guitar concert was good, and it helped me see different sides of people i knew when they were performing. it actually gave me good insights on performing that i'll probably need in the future - like what works and what doesn't work that well. the mood of instrumental performances.
- how i realised i can still be in awe at the beauty of music and its performance.
- spending time with bel, because we seem to be able to make each other high-ish for awhile. even though our plan to throw flowers failed due to inertia. and we missed peng2's segment and couldn't see her walk for rproj. spending time with good friends is always nice, no matter the length of time spent, what it was spent doing, or where. i guess it's the shared experiences that people create together that make you smile when you're alone =)
- taking train with a friend to the same mrt stop and being able to catch up and talk the journey away, even though it wasn't a long trip
- and how i could still appreciate the beauty of the night sky in all its stormy glory <3 lightning flashes are thrilling when you have to go home yourself, though would probably be nicer shared. but i'm glad that beauty still manages to exist everywhere and that i can still see it.
a subjective yet comforting thought =)