the thrill of skidding in control*

Sunday, April 29, 2007

there's no time left for losing

i guess it's quite sad when you can't wallow in misery and emo-ness because there's always some other thing nagging at you to do, something more urgent and more important than mere feelings. but i guess, that's life, and we all have to move on. i'll treasure the memories and laughter, but i'll always wonder what more we could have been with a little bit more time or effort put in. either way, life goes on, and that's just the way it is. will reflect more about season when i'm less emo about it, though i have moved on.

oh sweet lungs don't fail me now,
just one more breath, i beg you please
just one more step, my knees are weak
my heart is sturdy but it needs you to survive

breathe
my capallaries scream
there's nothing left to feed on
my body needs a reason to cross the line

steady lungs don't fail me now
i feel you bursting but you won't let me die
just one more step, you are not weak
my legs are sturdy but they need you to survive

will you carry me there one more time?
i have reason to believe i have victories to taste
i feel the tension in my lungs
and every move is filled by my resolve to

Breathe.