can't lose what you never had :)

I'm sorry. Forgive me because
I can still laugh, even if it may sound hollow
I can still smile, even if it's faded
I can still joke around, even if my eyes are blank
I'm still breathing. even if my heart stopped beating to survive

Because you can't lose what you never had,
And no more accidents are going to happen till it's end.
I promise. And I will fight to keep this promise:
No more tears will fall.

I will get through this time.
I will learn from my mistakes, and grow.
And I will be all the better for it.