i just had to blog the weird dream i had last night or this morning, wdv-you-wanna-call-it since by the time i fell asleep it was 230am! then i couldn't wake up at 9 so i slept till 10.. such good self-discipline i have :x
anyway on to the main topic: the dream!
It was most likely set after A levels, and somehow i ended up playing volleyball with a group of j1s (random people i don't have to know and i doubt are vballers) and some j2s who didn't know how to play.. so it was up to me or that was something i was feeling.. then when the ball came i missed it! the details are not so important, i think it was either i couldn't get to the ball or i tripped and still couldn't get to the ball or it was in front of me and i missed it. something. either way i missed it! how embarassing.. so i guess this is subcoucious desire that A levels are over and subconscious fear that i'd be so fit and lousy at sports!
but scene changed and now i was playing rugby?! of all sports.. something i like to watch but don't like to play.. but the assistant coach was saying i had "potential" lol?! and i think at that moment my dream-self thought, "potential so what?" but that's another story for another time. and i wasn't really enthu about being pulled to join a rugby team! but as we were playing, there a group of international people that had come into our school to play captain's ball against some people i know! and i have no idea why the dream-school is so small we had to squeeze on the same place in front of the watermelon steps, but there you go.
anyway somehow i ended up in the toilet and omg. lol. BIG subconscious fears 2 and 3 appeared! i'd gotten super fat and muscly, the muscly fat kind and my face was so broad and fat and urghhh. the fats were pinchable and foldable! you know the kind of chubbiness that babies have? or that funny foldy-skin dog.. i blame this on my mom telling me that as a baby, i was super chubby and had that kind of foldy-plumpness.. :S AND i was RED like redfaced intense red kind of blushing kind! which i don't get! HOW SCARY la! i'm super glad i can't blush! :S how embarassing if people know you're embarassed by your physical reactions!
anyway that woke me up. and we gotta chiong for the rest of the non-math papers! no more math! talk about that another time (:
anyway on to the main topic: the dream!
It was most likely set after A levels, and somehow i ended up playing volleyball with a group of j1s (random people i don't have to know and i doubt are vballers) and some j2s who didn't know how to play.. so it was up to me or that was something i was feeling.. then when the ball came i missed it! the details are not so important, i think it was either i couldn't get to the ball or i tripped and still couldn't get to the ball or it was in front of me and i missed it. something. either way i missed it! how embarassing.. so i guess this is subcoucious desire that A levels are over and subconscious fear that i'd be so fit and lousy at sports!
but scene changed and now i was playing rugby?! of all sports.. something i like to watch but don't like to play.. but the assistant coach was saying i had "potential" lol?! and i think at that moment my dream-self thought, "potential so what?" but that's another story for another time. and i wasn't really enthu about being pulled to join a rugby team! but as we were playing, there a group of international people that had come into our school to play captain's ball against some people i know! and i have no idea why the dream-school is so small we had to squeeze on the same place in front of the watermelon steps, but there you go.
anyway somehow i ended up in the toilet and omg. lol. BIG subconscious fears 2 and 3 appeared! i'd gotten super fat and muscly, the muscly fat kind and my face was so broad and fat and urghhh. the fats were pinchable and foldable! you know the kind of chubbiness that babies have? or that funny foldy-skin dog.. i blame this on my mom telling me that as a baby, i was super chubby and had that kind of foldy-plumpness.. :S AND i was RED like redfaced intense red kind of blushing kind! which i don't get! HOW SCARY la! i'm super glad i can't blush! :S how embarassing if people know you're embarassed by your physical reactions!
anyway that woke me up. and we gotta chiong for the rest of the non-math papers! no more math! talk about that another time (:
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11/07/2007 10:58:00 AM
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