two more days

since i'm slacking, and i really don't know why i'm slacking but i don't really feel like de-slacking now. which is awful. but nevermind, i've decided to be unproductive and blog for the first time in a rather long while. been having quite interesting conversations lately, must be the effect of actually doing some fascinating readings for general paper! which is one day after physics paper 3, which is two days away.. wow. this will be the first real big exam all integrated program students have sat for since primary 6! awesome.

actually, it's not really great because i find myself really unprepared. and attempting to debate the benefits or disadvantages of being weighed on a bell curve do not sit well with my stomach right now.. just start calculating the probability of getting your desired grades! which is quite possible with our knowledge of normal distributions, except you'll have to make quite a few assumptions and knowing me, i'll assume the worst!

perhaps i should mention that i think i stepped on a snail in my sleepy morning state a few days ago on the way to school? but what does that have to do with anything, except that i felt awful after that! this is probably the problem with my GP and econs essays - i tend to jump points after linking them in my head without giving concrete, black-and-white connectors and developing and explaining! i must keep those in mind. structure.

anyway, ramble ramble. i was on the topic of the A levels, approaching, and accompanyingly, ominously, "real" life as an adult. alright, i don't really feel like contemplating these issues now! back to physics after this rambly entry which really wasn't useful! but we all need to do useless stuff sometimes.. like crush snails :x

oh did i mention i'm extremely disgruntled and annoyed that i lost a nice, solid eraser!! now i'm stuck with a soft eraser, which is honestly, not very nice to use!! :( could this be a bad omen? :S