here's to living the moment, cause it passed

farewell assembly tomorrow. somehow i don't feel really nostalgic or whatever. actually, all i'm feeling is whatever, all the emo stuff will probably kick in like, grad night? i think. hmm not going to cry, i think i'll just be quite sleepy unless something makes me high. yawn. the only thing i've been feeling lately is (a) tired, (b) stressed, (c) inadequate. i used to think that stress was something you give yourself, and i still think that way! maybe i should take a step back, and deal with work from a better perspective.. hmm how did i use to do it?? i think i've seriously degenerated as a working student. or maybe, i've just been psyching myself all wrong!

math mock paper 1. not very good. i was feeling super like going to the toilet before the halfway mark! but i managed to do until i really couldn't solve another question, before going at like 15 minutes before paper ended. lol. then i came back and managed to anyhow whack a few answers. i thought it was better than our school's prelims though but it wasn't very good because i couldn't understand the lousy vectors question, and was late for tuition which made me feel even More annoyed, And there weren't answers given! so i have to go and find them myself?! Add that to tuition from 5pm to 10pm. he really ended at 10 today. wow. although tuition was less stoned today. i sort of made everyone laugh by murmuring a nonsense answer and then exclaiming "nothing!" when he asked me to speak up.. shocking the stoned classroom into immediate laughter. lol. oh well. :P

my brain is dead. tired and i didn't complete what i wanted to today. And we have to go to school tomorrow. at the normal time, which kind of sux. and this has become super whiny. and i have a headache. i think i should sleep more. today was not a very good day. annoying. especially since i'm feeling particularly pessimistic. so i'm gonna sleep soon.. when my hair dries! rawr