lesson learnt from mooncake and milk at midnight
quite long since i've last been here, both in private and public posting! and there's some stuff that i've written in ink, on paper that i might feel like transferring here. but the point of this private post is to WHINE. about how annoying it is that i have a chem paper 2 in the morning, and an econs case study paper - which consists of TWO CASE STUDIES?! in the afternoon, but most importantly! I'M SICK. and i feel like curling up in a ball and dying. is this how sick animals feel, when they run off to find a place to die in solitude? because i feel that death is imminent in the next 24 hrs! Figuratively. i don't really have a desire to die.
stupid stomach upset which lead to headache and wooziness and super uncomfortable feeling in my chest and stomach and is making it hard to ignite the spark to fire the mugging engine to start chugging away! at least last time it was trodding along, now it's at a standstill?! and there are TWO papers tomorrow! what am i doinggg ): but i feel HORRID. all capitals! doesn't that say something?! bleh.
things i was supposed to do today but did not which will probably kill me for maths paper 2 - oh i just implied, nvm . i didn't do a single maths paper 2 for practice?! and i was supposed to do the mock stats paper BUT ended up sleeping until 5 due to lousy stomach. yaddayadda i think if i had to whine, i could go on forever and ever and ever... so i shall stop. it's not productive and a waste of my life. next 2h i will MAKE myself do chem then go sleep.
anyway possible causes of current misery that i'm decadently wallowing in.. oh did i mention i had to make myself vomit out all the food i had for lunch because it was sticking up in my stomach and making me feel gross! made me feel sort of related to those bulimic people, although i have ABSOLUTELY no desire to induce self-vomiting unless absolutely necessary - no i have no eating disorders. In order of most likely:
1. cold milk and mooncakes at 12+ just before i went to bed... yes stupid.
2. smelly tofu, that didn't taste very good but i chomped down a few.. it was sour? which is quite weird because i don't remember the last smelly tofu i had being sour, granted that was in sec 3 in taiwan.
3. erm rubbish that i randomly ingest??? haha that's too many to actually analyse and list.
ok that's all folks! it's 9.02pm. time to get to chem..wo de zui ai!
right. that makes for a really corny ending, which serves to emphasise the meaninglessness of my blog posts. except the one i wrote on paper. which may or may not be transferred. i hadn't had the urge to write such a critique in a whie. hahaa. wdv. econs requires terminologies AND cheemologies (:
stupid stomach upset which lead to headache and wooziness and super uncomfortable feeling in my chest and stomach and is making it hard to ignite the spark to fire the mugging engine to start chugging away! at least last time it was trodding along, now it's at a standstill?! and there are TWO papers tomorrow! what am i doinggg ): but i feel HORRID. all capitals! doesn't that say something?! bleh.
things i was supposed to do today but did not which will probably kill me for maths paper 2 - oh i just implied, nvm . i didn't do a single maths paper 2 for practice?! and i was supposed to do the mock stats paper BUT ended up sleeping until 5 due to lousy stomach. yaddayadda i think if i had to whine, i could go on forever and ever and ever... so i shall stop. it's not productive and a waste of my life. next 2h i will MAKE myself do chem then go sleep.
anyway possible causes of current misery that i'm decadently wallowing in.. oh did i mention i had to make myself vomit out all the food i had for lunch because it was sticking up in my stomach and making me feel gross! made me feel sort of related to those bulimic people, although i have ABSOLUTELY no desire to induce self-vomiting unless absolutely necessary - no i have no eating disorders. In order of most likely:
1. cold milk and mooncakes at 12+ just before i went to bed... yes stupid.
2. smelly tofu, that didn't taste very good but i chomped down a few.. it was sour? which is quite weird because i don't remember the last smelly tofu i had being sour, granted that was in sec 3 in taiwan.
3. erm rubbish that i randomly ingest??? haha that's too many to actually analyse and list.
ok that's all folks! it's 9.02pm. time to get to chem..wo de zui ai!
right. that makes for a really corny ending, which serves to emphasise the meaninglessness of my blog posts. except the one i wrote on paper. which may or may not be transferred. i hadn't had the urge to write such a critique in a whie. hahaa. wdv. econs requires terminologies AND cheemologies (:
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9/17/2007 08:54:00 PM
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