i'm not supposed to be blogging until friday because i want that last post there to serve as a subconscious reminder of what i've left to accomplish! (so i shall publish this on friday) unfortunately, i still haven't gotten rid of the habit of blogging in the wee hours of the morning.. since i think this is the best time to reflect, when it's all quiet, and it's just you and the song playing on your media player. ok rewind, it's all quiet until the screeching of car tires bring you back to reality momentarily.

shall leave flight stuff alone until friday.

i'd like to say we'll all bounce back, no matter how long it takes!

the past week was school for one day, FHT1, and national day celebrations! which was rather fun.. followed by slacking and family stuff for the rest of the week until today (or rather, yesterday) when i actually started to do work =D thankfully. summary done.

national day celebrations: i guess this was the last time we'd be allowed to get crazy-high in a long while and i totally enjoyed it! girlfriends <33
i was glad however that it was really dark, so extent of embarassment decreased and extent of me letting go increased =)
i guess we take whatever chances we get, and make the most of them!
my real reason behind all the screaming and going 'mad' was more to destress and get my angst about flight out of my system than about national day. really needed the screaming and the tiring myself out! so i was fine in much shorter time than i expected.
played captain's ball in the afternoon before getting high, really achieved my goal of exhausting myself =) i think i bled from getting whacked in the nose by some huge dude. but it didn't really hurt, so i was like wth, whine abit then alright! we're back on track. anyway, i'm not even sure if it was my blood or his, because i couldn't feel much pain? except a slight blood smell.. shrugs.