always too late
why do i always leave things to the last minute then start rushing! this will give me bad results ):
do you think it's possible to finish mugging everything by the weekend and do prelim papers for the rest of next week!! i have only 8 days left to prelims.. gosh. do i have a feeling that it's going to be bad unless i totally cut off from everything and dedicate myself to mugging, i.e. no computer, no phone, no talk!
random fact: i have 25 smses and decreasing to last 15 days! LOL
here's the plan. finish chem today. finish everything else tomorrow. and do prelim papers next week (while refreshing whatever concepts i whacked through during the weekends)
I CAN DO ALL THIS AND STILL STUDY FOR FHT - actually i think it's possible to study for systems 2 days before..
steal me a piece of time!
this is the dunno how many-eth phantom blog post! hahaa >.<
anyway, i think i'm such an escapist loser who finds the easiest way out of things. but that's largely due to laziness, lack of timeliness, and probably a deficiency of self-confidence as well. ): will i ever have enough courage! i think i'm a coward in some ways..but that's alright because it's serving me well now. somethings are meant to be left alone =) it's safer! i like it when my world isn't rocky and unstable~ even though spontaneity and being able to tumble and fall may be fun sometimes, now's not one of those times. it's time to work smart, work hard and not find shortcut methods to improve your brainpower too! lol.
boo.
i don't like opening up, and brief moments of unguardedness make me feel vulnerable - like when you catch me early in the morning and ask me a question which i would have wanted to avoid, but will tell the truth about when confronted directly and have no space to run or hide! i don't like feeling weak. so i hide behind a mask of sleepiness and whatever tools are at hand or suitable for the situation. i guess i don't seem that introverted because i can probably talk about myself or whatever i feel like and carry on a rather interesting conversation - but that's really the best way to hide what's really inside :p oh, now the secret's out! i bet alot of people do the same thing though, appear open but really guard their innermost thoughts. it's in human nature to do the best they can to survive, and i guess this counts as part of it! (: the myriad of facets of the human psyche that we use to mask and protect ourselves.
ok. i miss watching soccer and being able to talk or read or whatever about it! actually, i just plain miss my cable and disney channel and sports channels! do you know there's actually a Football Channel?? i wonder how they tuned/ suscribed to it because i didn't know it existed until today when i went to a random coffeeshop and discovered it was being shown on the tv there! watched abit of inter milan being trashed by barcelona while chowing dinner :P hahaa but not much because the food was more enticing :x been playing soccer these past 2 weeks, and i realised it's not bad, and significantly harder than bball and to a certain extent, vball - both of which i miss playing! unfortunately, now's not the time to play.
oh well, school's out. i guess i wasn't really prepared for this not going to school phase in life! as in, we're still considered jc students, but there are no actual lessons or plans?? independence feels weird, especially when you're not really prepared for As... there will be revision lectures and such i guess, but i'll miss being part of an actual class - seeing familiar faces and contending with various class dynamics, although it was quite irritating and troublesome at times.. i sort of missed rg the two years i was in rj, and i guess i'll rather miss both jc and secondary school now. especially since my smses are gone and i can't sms people whenever i feel like it now! unless i'm prepared to fork out $$.. i mean, you can't just initiate an sms conversation for 1 sms right?! bah.
this post is excessively long to make up for not doing actual blogging - due interruptions while blogging halfway, etc. ok. mug. bye.
isolationist policies should work sometimes?? lol. i think i'll drag myself out of bed at 7 to go school and study, if i think of a good place to settle down undisturbed and in solitude, dump my phone 10metres away from me and turn it off, and start studying properly without computer, tv, phone disturbances! radiation is bad for you anywayyy~
do you think it's possible to finish mugging everything by the weekend and do prelim papers for the rest of next week!! i have only 8 days left to prelims.. gosh. do i have a feeling that it's going to be bad unless i totally cut off from everything and dedicate myself to mugging, i.e. no computer, no phone, no talk!
random fact: i have 25 smses and decreasing to last 15 days! LOL
here's the plan. finish chem today. finish everything else tomorrow. and do prelim papers next week (while refreshing whatever concepts i whacked through during the weekends)
I CAN DO ALL THIS AND STILL STUDY FOR FHT - actually i think it's possible to study for systems 2 days before..
steal me a piece of time!
this is the dunno how many-eth phantom blog post! hahaa >.<
anyway, i think i'm such an escapist loser who finds the easiest way out of things. but that's largely due to laziness, lack of timeliness, and probably a deficiency of self-confidence as well. ): will i ever have enough courage! i think i'm a coward in some ways..but that's alright because it's serving me well now. somethings are meant to be left alone =) it's safer! i like it when my world isn't rocky and unstable~ even though spontaneity and being able to tumble and fall may be fun sometimes, now's not one of those times. it's time to work smart, work hard and not find shortcut methods to improve your brainpower too! lol.
boo.
i don't like opening up, and brief moments of unguardedness make me feel vulnerable - like when you catch me early in the morning and ask me a question which i would have wanted to avoid, but will tell the truth about when confronted directly and have no space to run or hide! i don't like feeling weak. so i hide behind a mask of sleepiness and whatever tools are at hand or suitable for the situation. i guess i don't seem that introverted because i can probably talk about myself or whatever i feel like and carry on a rather interesting conversation - but that's really the best way to hide what's really inside :p oh, now the secret's out! i bet alot of people do the same thing though, appear open but really guard their innermost thoughts. it's in human nature to do the best they can to survive, and i guess this counts as part of it! (: the myriad of facets of the human psyche that we use to mask and protect ourselves.
ok. i miss watching soccer and being able to talk or read or whatever about it! actually, i just plain miss my cable and disney channel and sports channels! do you know there's actually a Football Channel?? i wonder how they tuned/ suscribed to it because i didn't know it existed until today when i went to a random coffeeshop and discovered it was being shown on the tv there! watched abit of inter milan being trashed by barcelona while chowing dinner :P hahaa but not much because the food was more enticing :x been playing soccer these past 2 weeks, and i realised it's not bad, and significantly harder than bball and to a certain extent, vball - both of which i miss playing! unfortunately, now's not the time to play.
oh well, school's out. i guess i wasn't really prepared for this not going to school phase in life! as in, we're still considered jc students, but there are no actual lessons or plans?? independence feels weird, especially when you're not really prepared for As... there will be revision lectures and such i guess, but i'll miss being part of an actual class - seeing familiar faces and contending with various class dynamics, although it was quite irritating and troublesome at times.. i sort of missed rg the two years i was in rj, and i guess i'll rather miss both jc and secondary school now. especially since my smses are gone and i can't sms people whenever i feel like it now! unless i'm prepared to fork out $$.. i mean, you can't just initiate an sms conversation for 1 sms right?! bah.
this post is excessively long to make up for not doing actual blogging - due interruptions while blogging halfway, etc. ok. mug. bye.
isolationist policies should work sometimes?? lol. i think i'll drag myself out of bed at 7 to go school and study, if i think of a good place to settle down undisturbed and in solitude, dump my phone 10metres away from me and turn it off, and start studying properly without computer, tv, phone disturbances! radiation is bad for you anywayyy~
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