f before v

emo.
yay.
elmo.
yayy.
i can't go on.
yayyyyyyy.
sigh.

i've got my priorities straight. and letting myself down is the last thing i want to do.
but why do i feel bad about being selfish?
F comes before V
but i don't dare to say it.
maybe i should really let go.
but then it feels like i'm quitting halfway.
not a quitter.
i want to be a stayer.
so.
just kill me :)