All Of The Above <3

Great album =)

submitted my FHT form today, more accurately, slid it under a door to be sent off to caas on tuesday. and as i was holding on to the form, a sudden sense of calamity befell me - okay, i'm exaggerating.. it was more "this is it, ahh." but a feeling rather than the pile of words i'm typing now. and for awhile i just sat in the last cubicle of the pre-flight briefing room (after making my way there while clutching the form, in a sort of daze). and stared out the shifting blinds willing people to come soon so i could do something, anything.. but then as suddenly as the feeling of "it's finally here, zomg" hit, it faded and diminished. and i was left feeling decidedly weird about clutching a form and sitting there alone accompanied by a piece of paper. yet, that piece of paper meant a lot.. a culmination of all the work, and a reminder of the work that i still have to put into what i shall call 'the final flight' although it's actually the Final Handling Test, tentatively on 25 JUL 07, 0900HRS.

it's really here.

wow. remember: it's not okay