because you say don't mean you mean it

conclusion: going out to study is not as productive as staying home to study, especially when you're already tired. outside places zap energy from you..sort of like negative charges zap protons!

physics tuition was too long today.. he draggggged it until 10, when it's supposed to end at 9 and he usually ends at 9.30. man, was i starving! until i wasn't hungry anymore. and the folks were quite :S coz they waited for so long.. seriously i think he should have better time management. maybe he was lonely? :x

something interesting happened today! i was on the mrt on the way to school, and there was this woman standing in front of me, i think she got a nose job.. her nose looked super plastic and fake.. sorta like one of those noses you always hear poetry about - the upturned nose with the rounded tip, like one of those european actress noses. Anyway the point is the nose looked fake. The bridge looked made. like it didn't really blend properly to the rest of the face, and the bone structure of the bridge looked forced! i don't know how to describe it.. anyway i felt quite bad because i think i stared at it quite often on the whole ride :s it was fascinating! AND right in front of me, well slightly above my eye level but convenient enough for my attention to be drawn to it and kept there! then again, maybe it was real because it looked to fake to be fake? does that even make sense oO see! most nose surgery raises the tip! i honestly don't know why they want people to see up their nostrils.. nice meh.

i'm tired. :s go and read physics notes next to the tv. hopefully got interesting stuff on otherwise i'm going to crash! i have decided that i'd rather stay home to study, because going out whole day to study is more tiring, you may get more accomplished in that period of time, but ultimately the amount of work you get accomplished depends on mood! whereas as home, you chiong, if you're tired, you sleep or bathe or do de-tiring routines :s the computer is both a con and a pro of home mugging! but i guess it's ultimately willpower.. i feel lousy for not being able to hang on and mug late :s nvm i'll wake up earlier and mug tomorrow. crap. i really feel like i'm going to crash and this can be inferred from teary eyes and sneezy nose -.- and if it really happens, rebooting will take a long time.

lol surfing nose surgery sites. it's quite funny! they post 'before' shots of people in the worst outfits/ hair/ poses possible. then the 'after' photos are magically 'wow' but half of that is due to better hair and makeup and poses.. ;p something that's always been around, but for noses because the photos are face shots, it's even more obvious!

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goodnight (: