Pilot

this was going to be an utterly meaningless post for the sake of showing that i'm awake at 3.40am again but i decided against it (: shall wake up at 10+ tmr. No wasting time! (: i solved almost all the normal distribution questions as i planned to do! focus and positivity! and i should start doing things faster too... instead of turning nocturnal in a futile bid to make the most of the day after wasting the larger portion of it moaning about how sleepy i am. BUT, something good came out of my slacking :D Boys Like Girls is my latest indie band discovery - listen to Five Minutes to Midnight, Hero / Heroine and Me, You and My Medication~

Me, you and my medication~ Love is just a chemical creation! how true =)

the best thing about today was area solo <3 At Long Last. After like countless DNCOs and skipping of sorties to do IF instead, i finally got my area solo. Although a mere 0.7h, i think it did wonders for my self-trust since my landing was loveeeely compared to the last solo, when i totally screwed myself up. but that's over. centreline, aimpoint, speed and focus! i almost got the clarity of mind i get from focusing totally on flying back again, on finals to land. it was fleeting, but oh so welcome... i was going to put a funny analogy in but decided not to :P so now it's on to the final stretch of the challenge. yes, it's a challenge, and i like challenges =) well, rather, unless i get lazy. which i'm supposed to get rid of (the laziness not the liking of challenges)! and if i'm not habitually lazy or procrastination-inclined, i'll probably do much better in life, and not sleep at 4am anymore trying to catch up on all the stuff i should have done before.. lol :P

i feel like a hero, and you my heroine (haha!)