why don't you slide
looking back on it now, time seemed to pass so slowly yet the end seems to rush at you with an intensity that you weren't prepared for despite all your complaints about how slow it was.
FHT is finally around the corner! just 6-7 more sorties.. yet i have common tests next week which means i won't prep for it until after next week... Second and last FHT brief today, i guess that's why i'm contemplating my future.
Weird, how the simple fact that i'd be obtaining a PPL soon could prompt me to finally think about what i'm gonna do, what i'm gonna be, and how i'm gonna live my life! perhaps it was also what my instructor talked to us about.. i've always known about retirement schemes, and that i should read up about investing (use money to make more money) and calculated risks from such ventures. but the i never really thought about the future, it was always, one more year away, and too soon.. vague ideas. finally growing up looms closer and closer. i guess i'll really have to think about it! but FIRST, get through the challenge that is FHT and A levels =)
envy the certainty that some people hold on to throughout their lives on what they want to grow up to be, because i've never known and i've just walked a path, which has been (as much as it can be) of my own choosing. and it's time to get back to the highway instead of meandering along the country roads, hitting the expressways once awhile, before turning off track again! i know my heading, i just have to choose the shortest, best route to get there.. even though experience is a plus factor, bad experiences are not really worth having, except for testing your ability to react!
train my positivity, thinking ahead, and reaction times. it's just like chess, how some people can anticipate 3 moves ahead of their opponents and make contigencies! it may not be enough to just trust my gut now, although that's a certainty that i'm going to hold on to. have to do extra to get extra. it's a "reap what you sow" world. Most of the time.
FHT is finally around the corner! just 6-7 more sorties.. yet i have common tests next week which means i won't prep for it until after next week... Second and last FHT brief today, i guess that's why i'm contemplating my future.
Weird, how the simple fact that i'd be obtaining a PPL soon could prompt me to finally think about what i'm gonna do, what i'm gonna be, and how i'm gonna live my life! perhaps it was also what my instructor talked to us about.. i've always known about retirement schemes, and that i should read up about investing (use money to make more money) and calculated risks from such ventures. but the i never really thought about the future, it was always, one more year away, and too soon.. vague ideas. finally growing up looms closer and closer. i guess i'll really have to think about it! but FIRST, get through the challenge that is FHT and A levels =)
envy the certainty that some people hold on to throughout their lives on what they want to grow up to be, because i've never known and i've just walked a path, which has been (as much as it can be) of my own choosing. and it's time to get back to the highway instead of meandering along the country roads, hitting the expressways once awhile, before turning off track again! i know my heading, i just have to choose the shortest, best route to get there.. even though experience is a plus factor, bad experiences are not really worth having, except for testing your ability to react!
train my positivity, thinking ahead, and reaction times. it's just like chess, how some people can anticipate 3 moves ahead of their opponents and make contigencies! it may not be enough to just trust my gut now, although that's a certainty that i'm going to hold on to. have to do extra to get extra. it's a "reap what you sow" world. Most of the time.
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6/20/2007 05:56:00 PM
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