we just want more and more and more until it's all we can afford

i guess i'll let you know when i figure it out. i don't mind a few mysteries, they can stay that way. that's fine by me. except when they concern my future, i.e. math grades. then all the greek-like symbols need to make sense. except that they don't when you sleep at 3+ am in the morning and wake at 10+am. so i've learnt my lesson again. why do i keep making the same mistakes!

i just need to wake up and i need to see the daylight once more. all this mugging is bad for health, especially since i need to eat to keep awake to study! it's a vicious cycle. must go on intensive diet and exercise program once common tests are over.

need earphones. i've decided to keep and use the mp4 player. it's quite pretty and shiny and silver and small and thing for a 2gb thing =) except the ear phones hurt and i resolve not to get into the bad habit of listening to it all the time, and to listen to it at super loud volumes. need good hearing to be a pilot!

hmm. need is a fascinating concept. and i think i had a point but i just got distracted.