waste of my time

i resolve to stay away from angst-inducing objects, animate or inanimate. because. it takes awhile for me to get out of any funk i get into. so much for self control and smooth sailing. more like the calm before the storm.

weather's been humid lately. that may affect my mood too but at least i've completed my 30th. 20 more to go and i Am looking forward to getting my wings.