oh the pain

ah crap. talk about bad days and bad times. i just banged my head against the underside of the table trying to pick up a lousy pencil that rolled onto the floor. but that was the least of the unhappy happenings that occurred today. seriously, chemistry kills everything else. so much for testing what we learnt this year, i.e. physical chem. almost the entire paper was organic chem! failure is inevitable.

the chemistry paper was so depressing that i felt squashed after it.

angsted alot about why i should just not study for physics since my grades will look really ugly despite all. oh well, seems like i haven't actually given up hope. yes, i'm studying. hooray :) but i can't believe the difficulty of the chemistry paper! i was depressed halfway through section C, so much so that my brain just blanked out and gave up on me. just great :( and now that knock to the head has lost me a few billion braincells.

we will survive has become an overused phrase. survival seems to carry positive connotations. i assure you though, survival seems really, really quite bleak now. oh, and a reminder to myself and everyone else: please refrain from swearing. it offends delicate sensibilities..