When the stars go blue

Tyler Hilton and Bethany Joy Lenz

Dancing where the stars go blue
Dancing where the evening fell
Dancing in my wooden shoes
In a wedding gown

Dancing out on seventh street
Dancing through the underground
Dancing little marionette
Are you happy now, yeah

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue

Laughing with your pretty mouth
Laughing with your broken eyes
Laughing with your lover's tongue
In a lullaby

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you, follow you, follow you, yeah yeah
When the stars go blue

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when the stars go blue

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Lovely song, lovely show.

So I've been thinking,
If you're afraid of living, does that mean you're afraid of dying too?
But what if you're not afraid of dying, does that mean you're living to the fullest, that you're not afraid of life?
How does fear feel anyway? Can it be defined?
Obviously, fear can be repressed. But does it still exist then? Or is it just hidden?
Are there even answers to these questions?
I bet if there are, you have to find them out yourself. And it doesn't work if others tell you what they think, although it might be enlightening.
Doubtless, there are no model answers. Because, what's life without death?
Why do people search for immortality? If they are afraid of dying, they won't ever live since immortality would mean they want another chance to do things again. But what's the point of redoing something you've done wrong? It's already set in history, and correcting the mistake doesn't erase it. Mistakes are part of who we are. If you knew you were immortal, wouldn't that give you free reign to make mistakes and not correct them, since there's always 'later' to do things? That would defeat the purpose of eternal life anyway -- a vicious cycle.

I guess what i'm trying to say is, life is complicated but that shouldn't stop anyone from trying anyway. Maybe that's not what i was trying to say, but this works too. Carpe Diem is such a cliché overused phrase. But perhaps, people repeat themselves simply because it is worth the monotony and reiiteration. Given the benefit of the doubt -- everyone should try that sometime.

There's never a right time to start. There's always now, just like there will always be later. probably, hopefully.