run, run, running away

skipped half of school, skipped nearly half of training. that sounds like today was a bouncy day. trust me, it wasn't. it was gloomy, and rainy. but i did learn stuff - lean forward, take the ball from behind, point your toecaps and thumbs towards the person you're receiving to, how to dig the ball up higher, how you feel like not saying sorry anymore but can't help it.

cx - wx. need i say more? At least, i have the consolation of a gp group who loves me because they had a valid reason not to present on fascism (faschism... i think the cleaner pronunciation is nicer) even though only one group managed to present today. watched vball videos after skipping half of training to go see mr jason teo about econs holiday essay, which i failed didn't pass. whee. bad news again during vball. no more nice Mr Teo (the vball coach, not the econs tutor, though he's quite nice i guess, the tutor) because he's not available, thus we share the same coach as the guys. i think he's going to be biased because he trained the guys for much longer, hence has built up a rapport and relationship with them... ahh wdv. more bad news - i have to cancel bookings on tuesday, wednesday and friday afternoon for next week and wednesday afternoons and saturday mornings to afternoons forever (or at least June seems like forever). I can't go for groundschool on saturday anymore, otherwise i'd be super dead since trainings are 1,3,6. So i probably have to sacrifice a sunday, and no more piano on monday so it has to be friday...

actually. yay. i'm going to be so busy i'll have no spare brainspace to think. i've been trying to get rid of it. hopefully i'll succeed or risk losing this challenge.
wonder when i'll finally dco my 25th. no more house comm for this busy little bee. i don't like bees...how about a busy little bear. i like bears. i want to be a bear. bears are cute and cuddly and lazy and happy.