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Today marks the start of the second week of school. Wait a minute, am I right? Can it be only monday, the first day of the second week of the year? Time really blends together when things move the same way for almost all of life that you can remember. I'm probably just being cynical and irate because i'm tired. So tired, that today feels like a thursday, like the load of one week is being heaped onto me in one day. How great a feeling can that be?

Left h3 econs early for training today. by early, i mean 15 minutes after the lesson started, just when the teacher walked in. How pro is that? He enters through the back and starts walking down the stairs to the front of the LT, and we walk out. Anyway, training was, push-up madness ._. every mistake anyone makes, owe one team push-up, to be done after that set of exercise. All in all, i do believe we did 200 odd push-ups, not bad for second third training (i sorta didn't want to know that the second one existed.) Hopefully, i have flight on wednesday morning, so that i won't have to pon training, then i can arrange for piano on thursday because i definitely won't have flight the day after, usually, and can go for training on friday. Does that mean i'm busy?

Everyone's tired. Things seem screwed up. It's hard to find something that's enough to keep us afloat, but everyone has that special something i guess. For me, probably music, friends, random stuff, and the memory of the feel of flight. Speaking of which, i need to find that feeling of awe, inspiration and clarity of mind when i'm flying. I think i've lost it in the coming-and-going of life, the familiar patterns and rhythms of everyday passing by.

Does this mean love fades? And that you have to work to keep it alive? Or just that you forget about it when it becomes habitual, something that's common to you... and you forget how wonderful or surprising something you can do is, to someone who can't begin to imagine what it feels like.

Work
Jimmy Eat World

If you only once would let me
Only just one time
Then be happy with the consequence
With whatever's gonna happen tonight
Don't think we're not serious
When's it ever not
The love we make is give and it's take
I'm game to play along

All I can say
I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time

All the best DJs are saving
The slowest song for last
When the dance is through
Its me and you
Come on would it really be so bad
The things we think might be the same
But I won't fight for more
Its just not me to wear it on my sleeve
Count on that for sure

All I can say
I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
Wanna take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
Yeah - We still have time

Can't say I was never wrong
But some blame rests on you
Work and play they're never okay
To mix the way we do

All I can say
I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
Wanna take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
We still have time